I forgot tumblr existed. I haven’t signed in or posted anything in like THREE YEARS.
Update for yall who still use:
Three years ago I was suicidal, secretly self harming, starving myself and I had never hated myself more. I became so good at pretending I was fine that it sent me to a really really bad place. I became so good at smiling and lying to everyone that I look back and I’m genuinely terrified.
Today? I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I’m a University graduate (two times over), a teacher, an aunt, finally back down to only working one job and I’m loving life. I feel more loved and supported than I have in years and it’s the best.
I used to genuinely hate it when people would tell me it gets better because I couldn’t understand how I could possibly feel any different. I’m glad I stuck it out. Life is amazing.















