#three gaffv

Esmee and Lettie are both 100% the type to have a fursona. Probably not in a dressing up way, but they most certainly have little guys they like drawing. Picturing school-aged Esmee doodling her extremely cool fallen angel monty python esque murderous bunnyrabbit oc goring people to get through bad days is so important to me. (The fact they're both Cope Doodlers may be one of the various little tendencies that draws Eden to Lettie as an Esmee Replacement)

Valentine is a complete bossy little bitch baby about the summer, despite generally preferring warm weather (like a cold blooded creature under a UV lamp) When he's that sapped of energy in the way a heatwave might make you, he sort of drops all pretences and starts whining demands (mostly for cold drinks with little umbrellas or for Lettie to walk across the room to pass him things that are just barely out of his reach)

Not that they're one another's biggest fans, but because of a conversation with one of my friends a while back I have been considering canonising Lettie piercing Esmee's ears for her. (Lettie's clean and has steady hands, but Esmee still feels more nervous about it than if she got one of her boyfies to do it for her,,, It's Lettie,,,)

I don't go into it a lot, but I do like picturing Esmee-Aster friendship a lot. They're both Lonely, Impulsive and would understand each others' moodswing difficulties in ways that the others can't and I think they would enjoy watching action movies together. (However I also think that Esmee would be a terrible influence.)

1: afsgdhj I mean I think you also know this but Kallian has a gnollsona (and Orin thinks she's cringe for it). After tadpoling "her" gnoll and getting bored of them, she went off to draw her cute gnollsona with fluffy fur and sharp teeth covered in blood. …I like the idea that Lee later finds the unfinished doodle while exploring Moonrise in Act 2, and finishes it.

2: Curses I should not have used up my two available OC Heat Facts here. It is far too hot to think of more so I shall simply say. God Valentine's a mood though. I hate that guy but sometimes I'm just like. Yeah. Yeah he has a point.

3: Ohhhhh I love that…. I mean now you mention it, orin Must have been the one to pierce Kallian's ears. Like it would have to be Orin or doing it themself, neither of them are going to let anyone Else leave important permanent marks on Kallian's body like that!!!! I think Kallian would casually mention considering earrings one day and Orin would be like yes pleaseeeeeee can I do them for you pleaseeee and then is going to find a needle before Kallian has a chance to reply. (Of course they say yes.)

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

Failing to protect their loved ones and thus losing them. Both due to the grief and the losing their life’s purpose. It hasn’t happened yet! It hopefully will not happen! It would likely involve the outpouring of every emotion they’ve spent their entire life repressing. Their hair might even get very slightly messy.

I think the lowest Three got in canon was the suicidal ideation in the mail room which, uh, they did very much go to the one place they couldn’t be in contact with DarkBoard, helped Scorpius get into another dimension, and only when completely alone went, “Hey it could be really cool to kill myself!” So, no, no one else has seem that at their lowest, because they refuse to admit to their lowest when there are other people around.

midnight: What keeps your OC up at night? Do they have nightmares? Fears? Anxieties? What do they do in the small hours of the morning when they should be sleeping?

Being a Dark Urge keeps Lee  up at night! And gives them nightmares! Being a bhaalspawn sure is fun! 

They’ve always struggled with insomnia and bad sleep but it definitely gets worse after waking up having brutally murdered someone in their sleep. They try getting the party to tie them up before they sleep after that, and when it turns out they can and will wriggle out of any binding in their sleep, they start trying not to sleep at all. They spend a lot of nights using whatever bits and pieces they can get hold of to make little sculptures to occupy themselves. And if any other party members happen to be up for some reason, ramble to them nonstop about whatever topics they can think of.

skin: How comfortable is your OC in their skin? Do they grapple with anything that lives inside them—a beast, a curse, a failure, a monster? How do they face the smallest, weakest, most horrible version of themself? Are they able to acknowledge it at all?

Cazenar would tell you he’s extremely comfortable in his own skin, who wouldn’t be if they looked this beautiful? He’s totally not grappling with feeling like he’s an inherently terrible person, and has been unworthy of love or forgiveness ever since being forced to kill as a very small child! He’s fine!