#thoutghts

Piénsalo, si llegas a una edad en la que técnicamente ya deberías estar muerto pero simplemente no pasa quizás serías inmortal. Lo trágico es que tampoco sabrás si de verdad lo eres ya que la muerte puede llegar en cualquier momento impidiéndote el darte cuenta si de verdad eras inmortal…

hello to anyone who sees this

please note, the following is not hate towards any religion or people in it. I am not hating on any one in the following.

I think I have a religion. Well, I'm in one. I'm catholic. But I don't feel catholic. Even if I go to church every Sunday, get everything I need to be a catholic, or go to catholic camps, I don't feel catholic. Maybe that's because I'm young, but I never really felt like I was a part of it. I just felt like I was going through the motions. Memorizing things I was told, listening during church, becoming part of my church music and an alter server. I did it for my parents, because it made them happy. Because that's what I do, try to make them happy. Sure, I don't make them happy all the time, but being catholic is one of the few things I can do. I guess I believe more in science now, since I have discovered that my brain needs things to make sense. Science makes sense, faith and Christianity don't. You're putting your hope into something you cannot see. Sure, that's how you make scientific discoveries, but what leads people to trying these things and discovering it, is typically the science you already have discovered and the need to find more. Do not take this as hate to the people who are catholic, or in a religion, because it's not hate, It's just my opinions and life. Don't like it? Ok. That's your choice.

I'm so tired of me I know i say this a lit but I'm tired

I don't understand how the hell i be obsessing over a randon guy that i never even talked to i feel like a psychopath

I know it's wrong i really do but i want him i want him to talk me to love to be with me even though i know i like the imaginary character i made of him in my mind he could be a whole different person from what i expected

I always fuck it i keep it good for couple of days then u ruin everything and i go back to my miserable situation