#thiswasbefore

When was the last time you were skipping and happily jumping on your way home Because you heard that your sweat-and-blood literary piece was chosen? When was the last time you felt very content and satisfied with how things worked out? Even saying to God that you won’t wish for anything anymore Because you were just so thankful and that you couldn’t ask for more When was the last time you wore a humble facade outside but inside your self esteem was even higher than the present haunting feeling that is gradually penetrating every inch of your body. What’s worse it that you couldn’t just simply ask for it to go away. Because you know it yourself,that it was hidden well within you even before And now it is making appearance once again. Deeply concealing it inside your heart, your mind, your own pandora box or wherever it is now. When was the last time your eyes shown no trace of sadness or no hint of regret? Self, when was the last time you were happy? - Kiezlle M.

"You make me laugh when I'm not even in the mood to smile."