I was thinking about Achilles's Heel randomly today and also thinking about the Football Field scene on repeat and the two thoughts kind of merged lmao, but it made me realize: Wilhelm is Simon's Achilles Heel.
Everyone is familiar with the legend of Achilles's Heel, right? Achilles's mother, Thetis dipped her son in the river of the Underworld, Styx to give him an invincible, immortal body- a flesh even the mightiest of blades cannot penetrate. But, a major flaw creeped up in her plan- Achilles was invincible, except by the heel of his leg from where his mother held him while dipping him into the waters of Styx. A vulnerable spot in his armor.
Well, how does this relate to Simon? Well, Simon is always described as being "guarded-up"- especially in terms of expressing his unadulterated emotions. Styx is a river of tortured souls, a river of suffering. Simon's life has been nothing short of a "dip through the river of suffering" every now and then- with his family issues, to being constantly ostracised by his Hillerska peers, to the video tape scandal- it's like Simon has developed a thick skin, an armor made of suffering which makes him "strong" for facing challenges.
But, Achilles's armor, though giving him incomparable protection, also robbed him of his humanity, by making him less vulnerable to death- when mythologies are littered with stories of immortals eho envy humans for their mortality and being doomed by the curse of living. His heel was the only part of his mortality, his humanity left with him.
But Simon, although he learned how to stop himself from becoming a mess in excruciating situations, also lost a crucial element of what makes us human- vulnerability. But Wilhelm was the one with whom he could just be vulnerable- Wilhelm made him feel like a boy, a person capable of putting himself out there for someone, to love and be loved.
Often times, Achilles's Heel is a metaphor for weakness, since the hero himself fell into the arms of death because of that very heel. But for me, death is the greatest act of courage. Being on the verge of death is perhaps the scariest feeling ever- and facing its inevitability is what makes immortals envious of mortals.
Wilhelm was also seen as a weakness for Simon by the people around him- someone who is wearing down Simon, someone who will only bring suffering to him. But Wilhelm was the only one who kept Simon's emotional self intact, and treated him with the grace and delicacy that Simon's guarded self desperately needed. Wilhelm also caused him great distress, yes, there's no denying that, but it was a journey Simon needed to navigate to realize that sometimes hardening up in response to hurt and humiliation is not the best coping mechanism, after all.
With that being said, here's to MORE vulnerable moments between them in S3 because there's still a lot they need to talk about.š
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He isnāt biting down, but heās burying the question somewhere between his ribs like itāll help him figure himself out better if he pretends itās not there. Except he can feel it like a warm spot, winding around his bones and echoing a sound through his veins.Ā
There isnāt enough drama surrounding this for him to put a real name to it, so he doesnāt, but he loves the idea anyway. He loves the thought of reaching into himself and tugging free something of value, something tangible enough to make sense of.Ā
Instead, heās got this vibrating tension threading itself through him indelicately.Ā
Linkās in the office when he needs him to be, which is a godsend, and Rhettās barely through his shaky monologue before Linkās shushing him gently, getting his hands on Rhettās waist to guide him over the couch.Ā
And this is--Ā
Yes. Okay, yes. This is exactly what Rhett needs, because he canāt seem to figure out how to fully fit himself within the confines of his own thoughts, and heās, maybe just a little bit, panicking about something he canāt put his finger on. Itās okay, though; he doesnāt need to. He doesnāt need to figure any of this out.Ā
Not right now, at least. And Linkās not sitting him down on the couch, heās patting at Rhettās sides and saying, āCome on, big guy,ā as he plops himself down, spreads his legs to, presumably, make room for Rhett on the floor in front of him.Ā
āWhat-- um,ā but Link shushes him again, gestures at the floor. Heās jittery, like usual, but hypersensitive to every single one of Rhettās moves, it seems.Ā
So Rhett sits, careful and easy, on the floor between Linkās spread legs.Ā
āYouāre interrupting my alone time,ā Link tells him, just barely a murmur, and Rhettās shivering when he gets his hands in Rhettās hair. Both of them at once, fingers dragging along his scalp. Itās supposed to feel like a scold, but it only mostly feels like a swell of pride in Rhettās chest instead.Ā
This is more important, otherwise Link would have shooed him away.Ā
When he catches a knot with his fingers, heās careful, easy, gentle about untangling it, and Rhett tilts his head back to rest on Linkās lap, to look up at him. From here, he looks like the molten center of the earth, magma and energy, and Rhett doesnāt touch but he wants to.Ā
He wants to.Ā
He settles for looking.Ā
Link tugs at his hair, just a little bit, and smiles at Rhett. Tilted down, fingers still in Rhettās hair, holding him in place just so he can smile down at him, let him know whoās got the upper hand right now.Ā
Rhettās okay. Heās okay, and heās opening his mouth on reflex, before Linkās fingers have even made their way to his jaw. But his entire body is attuned to a singular thought right now, his brain firing half signals that all meet in the same place.Ā
And he wants. Itās a direct line of heat, centralized at the very tip of his tongue.Ā
Pressed to his teeth.Ā
Uncurled now, and Linkās fingers are finally at his jaw, under his chin, tilting him impossibly further so he can laugh, not cruelly, dripping with globs of heat, and what Rhett might be so bold as to think is sympathy. Rhettās mouth closes again.Ā
The pad of his index finger, pressed to the meat of his lower lip. He says, āCalm down, man.āĀ
He lets his eyelids flutter shut. Heās floating, just a little bit, at the thinly-veiled order. Heās trying. Heās arching into the contact, paying attention to anything that isnāt his aching jaw, his aching back, his aching cock.Ā
Gosh, heās hard already.Ā
And Linkās finger finally presses inside, just between his lips to rub at his teeth, his gums. Itās not sexy, itās not what he wants, but he thinks thatās the point.Ā
āAlright,ā Link murmurs, soft and sweet, and the hand under his chin slips down to his neck, feather light, so Rhett can open his mouth again.Ā
Instead, he just unclenches his jaw, relaxes, his teeth separating so Link can press his finger to the flat of Rhettās tongue in his mouth.Ā
He doesnāt moan, but he shifts against the floor to refrain.Ā
Itās the pressure of it. The weight of Linkās finger on his tongue, something inescapable as heās held in place and made to take whatever Link wants to give him. His fingers are slender and careful, tracing along the ridges of his teeth, a second one slipping between his slick lips to match the other.Ā
Heās full, then. His mind a little blank, his jaw a little more slack. His skin is fitting itself back in place over his bones instead of crawling. He aches a little less.Ā
And Link sucks in a heavy breath, asks him, āYou gonna open up for me some more, pretty boy?āĀ
So Rhett opens his throat, waits for the inevitable. Usually, Link curls his fingers now, pushing further back, resting the tips along the curve of his tongue, as far back as he can, and Rhett--Ā
Gosh, he wants.Ā
He wants and he wants and he wants.Ā
But Link slips his fingers back out of Rhettās mouth instead, and he canāt help the way he whines, now, how he lets the first bit of real noise leave his lungs for the first time since Link had him sit on this godawful floor like this.Ā
Heās shushed again, a bit harsher this time, but heās not in the mind to care about it right now. Singular thoughts, singular goal, and heās tilting his head back and back some more, furrowing his brow, unable to fully see what Linkās thinking.Ā
Itās only about a second before Linkās other hand is pushing his head forward, the one with slick fingers at his chin again. He opens, hopeful, and is met with two fingers at once this time, the middle and ring, long and perfect and curling and curling and pressing back and back, his other hand on the back of Rhettās head, guiding him forward all at the same time.Ā
He gags with it, but Link doesnāt pull away, just shushes him some more, or maybe thatās the just sound of Rhettās pulse in his skull. He doesnāt know. He doesnāt know how to care right now, not when everything is just starting to shift right out of their sockets again, only this time theyāre realigning themselves even better than before.Ā
Linkās murmuring something to him, something about being good, about being open, about how tight and hot he feels, and--
And his palm is resting open and warm and slick with Rhettās own spit on his chin, curled around the lower part of his face as he fucks-- really, honestly fucks-- into Rhettās mouth with fingers. Like, like heās fingering him open. Curling them up and pressing like heās looking for something.Ā
He feels--Ā
Fuck.Ā
Fuck, he doesnāt know how he feels anymore. Weightless. Like his head is full of cotton, like his veins and cells and atoms have all stopped in tandem to watch him tremble to pieces.Ā
Vaguely, heās aware of his fingers digging dents into Linkās calves from behind him, searching desperately for something to ground himself with, but he doesnāt seem concerned, so Rhett isnāt either.Ā
He can hear the wet sounds of Linkās fingers in his throat, has to bite back another gag.Ā
He hears Link tell him, āGood boy, Rhett. Youāre being so good.āĀ
And Rhett tries to say thank you. He tries to blink through the bleariness and get a better picture of him, but realizes there are tears in the way, a steady stream of them making a mess down his face now. Heās wet all over, from his eyes to the bottom of his chin.Ā
Itās obscene, and he feel so used. Heās being wrung dry, Linkās fingers rough and unforgiving in his throat, pulling out for just a moment, a beat, to let Rhett drag in unsteady breaths.Ā
Heās floating.Ā
Heās being held up by Linkās middle fingers on his right hand, curled deep in the back of his throat. When he tries to swallow, itās just a pitiful, fluttering thing that has Link chuckling softly, saying, āOh, try one more time, yeah?āĀ
So Rhett does, and itās even harder this time for some reason, and Link presses back at the same time, and Rhettās gagging. Itās harsh and it starts in his spine.Ā
He feels split open, flayed, raw, the corners of his mouth sealing themselves around the bulky knuckles of Linkās fist. He isnāt weeping, but heās crying, he knows it. He can taste the salt of his tears on his tongue.Ā
But god, heās floating.Ā
And by the time Link is pulling his fingers out, telling him, āTouch yourself,ā Rhettās just about somewhere else entirely.Ā
Fumbling with his zipper is too hard, so he just settles for cupping his hands over himself, rocking his hips into the pressure there. Itās easier, like this, to focus on Linkās fingers sliding through the stringy mess of spit again, pressing back and back and back and curling up and up and up.Ā
Heās ruthless.Ā
His mouth lands on Rhettās forehead as he tells him, āThere you go. You gonna make yourself come, pretty boy?ā as he thrusts his fingers into Rhettās throat.Ā
Thereās a plea that he canāt quite form, right on the tip of Rhettās tongue. Pressed to the meaty part of Linkās fingers.Ā
And when he comes, itās because Link flutters his fingers, wiggles them inside Rhettās throat, has him jerking into the feeling of it, another gag harshing its way out of his body.Ā
And he comes and he comes, his own hands pressed to his cock through his pants like heās still learning how to jerk off, too desperate to take off his pants, to even dip his hand inside. Too invested in the feeling of Linkās skin on his tongue, the taste of his own desperation creeping up the inside of his esophagus.Ā
Linkās fingers still, just resting on his tongue, and he pets through Rhettās hair with the other hand, cradling instead of jerking him forward into the movement.Ā
He falls back against Link, limp and tired and fuzzy.Ā
Link slips his fingers free from Rhettās wet mouth, pauses for a minute and shifts before heās wiping at Rhettās face with something. Itās soft and careful, cleaning him free of spit and tears and whatever else.Ā
He leans forward, the shadow startling for all of a second, presses warm lips to Rhettās forehead again.Ā
āBetter?ā he asks,Ā
And Rhett doesnāt trust his voice. He doesnāt know how heās going to talk without the fluttering of Linkās fingers inside of him. So he nods instead.Ā
He swallows, and swears he can feel indentions where Linkās fingers were, where his throat has made place for them.Ā
i missed my last chance to see taeyang perform in 2017 in nyc before military and now the only other chance i have is coachella the problem is tickets cost 6.2 million dollars and i would have to fly to california. not worth it