#this is probably normal

i was looking through all my procreate files today and you can just tell that i can only really be into One Thing at a time judging by the fandoms and phases my art goes through its all so one and done. i kinda hate how my brain works like that cause i still absolutely adore the stuff i used to be into like magnus archives and hlvrai etcetera but once my brain’s found something shiny and new to latch onto i find it unreasonably difficult to engage with the thing i was JUST into. this happened with dndads too!!!! i love dndaddies to bits and i love all of you dndads mutuals so so much but i just suddenly have no interest in engaging with it anymore even though i want to??? i swear i was having the time of my life listening to peachyville and suddenly i just dropped off with no explanation. like my brain just decided ‘nope we’re done with this now’ . i still consider it my favourite podcast but since my deltarune interest is in full swing right now i just. can’t with it.

which really sucks when i’m hopping fandoms so frequently!! i feel like im abandoning all the people who followed me for fandoms i used to be crazy about which THEN makes me feel guilty for posting nonstop about something im currently very interested in!!! raaaaghh

it’s a pretty irrational reason to feel bad, after all its my blog and i can do whatever but STILL i feel like im betraying you guys. my poor brain can only handle one interest at a time im like a slow old computer

but Actually in the 87 show, they name drop star trek. it's there. they have star trek in universe.

Not violently, never violently unless self defense

I just need to go to someone, say "bonk" and then