not sure why Iāve been thinking about this particular maybe future but anyway
also I donāt have kids if I say āmy kidsā thatās IF I have kids in the future. probably wonāt.
I donāt think I should have kids. I have issues with being reserved.
And other issues, but thatās all mental health stuff.
I donāt think I should have kids because having a parent not telling you what they feel sucks. It only makes you more stressed and potentially depressed if you have depression.
I donāt want to go through arguments with them because Iām too closed off to say why Iām mad. Theyād just keep to themselves because yelling sucks. I donāt want to have that chance of yelling at my kids because I have issues I havenāt worked on.
I donāt want to have the chance of me asking them why they donāt tell me things, because I know why they wouldnāt. Iām closed off, and Iād imagine they tried to talk to me and I yelled.
Parents tend to forget that. I donāt want to forget that.
This world isnāt quiet enough for kids either. There is too much hatred and yelling. I donāt want kids to go through that. Obviously I canāt protect them from everything, and I shouldnāt.
Just because Iām a good person doesnāt mean Iād be a good parent.
