How long before I retire?
How long before my feelings for you expire again?
It’s a game of chance,
I really hope you win.
But that’s where the beauty of longing is,
In the non-existent pain,
In my forever treasured love,
And my infinite replays,
Of the love affair that changed me,
In so many twisted complicated ways,
For always,
Before, during and after will never be the same.
It’s exciting not knowing where my heart will take me,
And knowing that I am healing in those little ways,
Whispers of uncertain love,
It seems to keep my mind at bay.

















