#thingstothinkabout

Time becomes necessary

Things become wasteful

Life becomes less Dull

Truly we desire

Something a little better

“WE” can always make ourselves better

Take a good look at me....

I’m not perfect.

I don’t go out and party.

I don’t go out and get my nails done everyday.

I don’t get out and do my make up and my hair everyday.

This is a old photo my hair always use to look so oily. I was really talking good care of my hair. Anyways with all that being said. I am me and every now and then I get my nails done. But half of the time I don’t do it cause I can’t afford it. I can’t get my hair done everyday cause I can’t afford it. Honestly if I had a lot of money I would be getting my hair done everyday. Making sure my nails are good to go. I would also be able to by me a whole new closet full of new clothes.

I would be able to pay off our house. I would be able to afford to go to the doctor. I would be able to buy all of my needs. All of the things I’m struggling with right now I would be able to afford to take care of those problems. But it’s hard when you don’t make a lot of money and you gotta pay bills.

It’s not easy. Life is not easy we all are gonna be struggling to pay bills. We all are gonna be having a hard time to afford all of the things we need.

Sometimes all we need is love from the most important people that we all care about. Friends and Fmaily.

Everybody needs at lest someone to be there for them. Nobody deserves to go through this around alone.

Everybody has fmaily struggles. People are gonna be going through all sorts of problems. We all have our own battles to fight. It depends on us and how we take on those battles. If you make it through with out any problems you are a worrier. Who never gave up. No matter what I’ve been feeling since I was sick for 4 whole weeks. I’ve been having these strange and odd feelings. These feelings have been eating me up on the inside and it was making it more difficult for me to keep pushing on through every day life. These feelings were not just some type of ordinary feelings. These we’re really bad feelings. It was getting hard for me to watch tv, play games, talk to people, and trying to get my mind off of these feelings is nearly impossible. I honestly don’t know how to explain them if I could explain them I would if I could.

But those feelings have been making me see reality for what it really is it’s like shaking me to wake up. But these feelings also have some sort of strong persure of mixed emotions it’s like all of the emotions all at once hit me. Anyways it’s not as bad as it was when it first started it lasted for a while two weeks. The only thing I can do to get these feelings to stop and to calm down is to talk about them. Get on social media and post a singing video. Check out YouTube. Posting videos and photos to social media. Sharing my voice my songs. My dancing skills my talent. All of the things I enjoy doing I post them on social media just to get my mind so far away from these strange feelings. I honestly will admit that these feelings intend to go away for a few days. Every time I do something on social media the more it goes away. I am here today to share. I’m not afraid. I don’t care what people think of me. We all are human. We all are gifted in ways that we can share those talents with the whole world. Sharing our talent and doing it because it makes us happy. That’s the most wonderful feelings to have. That right there is telling you that it was meant to be for you.

We all are good at something. A lot of people are good at singing. Some people can dance. Some people can rap. Some people can draw and make art. Some people can be funny and make people laugh. Some people can just help people get back on there feet every time someone falls those people are so inspirational and that’s the kinda of people we need more of. They are so hard to find.

Just keep in mind anybody can do anything if you put your mind to it. You half to work very hard for all of the things you want. All of the hard work you put towards that thing you want so bad. That work will pay off and you will have accomplished your goals. Set your goals and go for them. Your gonna run in to. Some more battles and obstacles. But you are strong stay positive and never give up. Your not alone on your journey weather it’s for your fans, friends,fmaily somebody is gonna be there for you. They are gonna support you all the way. Criticism is something you will half to doge the bullit on. If you are looking into become a YouTube or famous. That’s one of the things your gonna half to learn to push through.

We all have dreams. I also am a dreamer I set my goals. I am here and I am not scared to share the truth. Speaking the truth and from the heart. Stay happy and you do you. Do what ever makes you happy.

-Shauna Shands