#theventhaven

(Life story in short 🫠😿)

It's totally unrelated but yea I've opened a new blog where I just decided to be myself lol, which includes being an unpaid therapist friend that I enjoy doing 😭😂

I've created a serious/professional blog image here in this blog posts in the beginning and it's hard for me to change the vibes suddenly and expose my real self or just be myself, also I want to maintain this as an astrology blog for the ppl who follow for that content.😃💝

Ppl who want to have a safe haven and a happy space to share ur stories or just to exist calmly can follow and interact with me @theventhaven 🤠💖 Sending u all some thunderbolt level positive vibesss 💃🧚

Time is passing so fast- i knew your birthday was coming up but it still snuck up on me 😭😭

I decided to send best wishes here because I feel like this is where we met 👉👈💕

[Making biscuits to express that I feel safe and lots of love here thanks to a Yashi 🥰]

To Yashi: You're one of the brightest and warmest beans I've ever met in my life - and you make a community a home! You work hard to get that bread and still effort into the things AND people you love (it's really impressive tbh). You do all that while carrying the spirit of a silly bean full of love 🤧💖 You're amazing and awesome and AAAAA ILYVM 💖💖💖

I wish for you a wonderful life full of love, warmth, and all the good things for a Yashi :D Happy birthday friend 🎂🎉🎈🎁🎊🎂❤️‍🩹♾️

Ohhhmiiigoddd 🥹🥹🩷🩷 THANK U SO MUCH LOVELY BBY 😭🥰🫶🏻

(AHHH THE CAT PAWSSS!! 🥺😍😍)

Ur wish is really melting my heart 🫠🫠 I try to make ppl around me happy, I'm glad u feel safe in this space 🥹🩷🩷 U R AMAZING x2, I love you moreeee x2 🫠🫠💗💗💗

(This is me reading ur lovely wish 😭🩷🤌🏻👆🏻)

I love asks like these lol 😭😂😂 I JUST LOVE THE TASTE OF CASHEW NUTS, It's my favorite along with pista, so ig I love sweets made out of them too. Never thought there would be a day in my lyf where I've to justify my favorite sweet but I love this lmfao. Agreed that it's sadly pricey tho 🫠.

I don't mean meaningful writing, I just love to WRITE, literally anything, at least copy something to write when I'm bored 🤧

flowers for the bean who built a whole xss campfire in my heart =u= ❤️‍🔥

I don't know how things are over there, but I hope you know you got someone from over yonder cheering you on and wishing the best for you 🥰💖

And !! thank you for sharing your stuffs! I might not always know what to say (or have the energy to do something), but if u wanna make a nest in my heart or something [i won't stop u].

[gl getting me out of ur heart bc u are hexka comfy and i adore u]

and you asked about a aspect last time - so this time i will ask: what's your most favorite aspect? (or the most helpful? how does it show up in your life?)

Gurlll I swear I feel so good rn🥹🩷🩷🩷. I mean I was always the person who talks sweetly with others, I don't mean that I don't have anyone in my lyf who luv me, it's just that their way of expression is not the same but I'm so glad I found someone as cringey sweet like meeee. U r the best, mi amor.🫠🫶💖

OHH YEAHH THE SAME FROM HERE!! I'M HERE FOR U TOO MY LIL RUBY GEM, ALWAYS PROUD OF U IN UR EVERY BABY STEP!!😍♥️😚😚

Tbh I'm literally the same, I might not always have the time or energy but some ppl r always spl in my heart. AHHH THE WAY MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT! *quietly crouches into the nest I made in ur heart*🥹🫣🫣🥰

(Me dancing my way into ur heart lyk 👆🤣🫣)

Oh why would I ever get u outta my heart, U BELONG HERE❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥, make urself at home my tiny squishy bean, aww tqsm for showering this much luv and saying that u adore me (I'm gonna cry bye🥺)

My most fav astro aspect in my chart?🤭 I feel like I love my whole chart, I don't particularly think of anything as too challenging, ofc there r some challenging ones but u see how I think, yea thats what I love, It's my exalted 9H aries sun lol. I admire the optimism it provides, the adventurous and bold side, since it's my asc lord, I feel my general personality is bubbly bcoz of the exalted asc lord, it keeps me going despite life's challenges. I think being comfortable and confident in own skin is a blessing and to live in the moment w/o much regrets.🤩🤪☺️🫡

So here's the task for u: Rate ur top 5/top 10 BTS songs and a line abt why u like it! 🥳🥳🥰

i had to get a coffeeish-themed one it's our coffeeshop after all uwu (i am having coffee as i type)

fEEL FREE TO WRITE MORE FR SAMESIES THO

AAAA challenging placement.. (my pisces mercury is scree-ing trying to pick jUST ONE bc there is a few definitely) i think they're only challenging if i don't "do the work" per se.. ig rn I'm struggling with ketu 1st and rahu 7th axis; quite overwhelmed with negative thoughts and stagnancy atm - and it's hard bc even if i try to isolate and spend time nurturing myself i feel burdened by what im *not* doing for the world (specifically my world - my family, my friends, community etc). it's gotten to the point where im ideationing about leaving this world somehow someway and i think its just me wanting to be free of it all (or thinking its the best option bc i don't feel like im doing anything here anyway) bUT NOT TO WORRY it's just something im struggling with, im not going to do anything like that, my stubborn xss mars wont let me XD (i already learned the stuff related to this thing and am viciously holding onto love and light and life)

i feel like my saturn in 4th and mars in 10th helps me with that bc even if at one point it was crazy, it allowed me build an internal castle that keeps me safe even through 29° pisces mercury, 1st ketu and 7th rahu things

I AM ETERNAL ROCK BABYY

ok uhh u//u that has been the redactedgeek 🤧✨️

for the last ask today, how are u doing sweet bean?

I'm craving for coffee now (I'm a coffee lover) but I'm fasting rn and the coffee themed jk is sooo cute.😻😻

I WILL REMEMBER TO WRITE MORE WHEN I THINK ABT IT BEE BEE🙈

Ohh I understand, u r feeling like u r doing nothing useful and feel pressurized abt always doing something fruitful, denying yourself of chilling?! Awww that sounds bad, I mean its like u cant get yourself to enjoy life w/o feeling guilty abt it. I hope you'll overcome it pretty soon, u r precious bee bee, u deserve to take rest and be idle sometimes w/o burdening urself bcoz u will absolutely do ur best when ur time arrives to do work. Ik ur 10H mars will make u the BEST whenever u work, so enjoy urself whenever u can. U don't owe anything to anyone, u don't have to take responsibility for everything and everyone around u, protect ur own peace and happiness first mii luvv. This is what I understand from ur paragraph, if u want, feel free to explain more, I'm here for u.😚🤗❤

I truly hope that u overcome this very soon and don't have any negative thoughts, haha yesss I LUV THAT STUBBORN ASS BEHAVIOR GIRLIEEE💅💃💃

Ik u r an eternal rock but I can be ur rock if u ever wanna lean on, take care sweetie!💝💖

I'm fine bee bee, I was having bit of conflicts with loved ones but our 10H mars is too badass to give up ryt? lol. There is a cycle of crying, then realizing I'm a bad bich and I shouldn't cry, ready for fight then lmao.😆😆🤪

ahem uwu 💕

anyhoost kookie is my bias wrecker asf !! he is. fine and his taste in music + his artistry is mUAH *CHEFS KISS* ✨️ v good bias to have :]

tHIS- made me tear up ngl i FEEL YOU !! i rarely ever meditate but i miss the time i did bc that's one of the best mentally and spiritually healthy times i ever remember?? (but somewhat terrifying bc i was paranoid asf like i get how senses might be heightened but c'mon i wanna be mentally spiritually healthy and not feel .. like that dixjdjxh) and i presented sanely tho so only those close to me knew i felt like that. (but ik others could notice i was def different - probs mainly positive 🤣)

there was one particular experience that i can talk abt that was p lifechanging and to summarize, it brought my faith from a "maybe, but i do trust as i always have" to a "i know without a question and I'm grateful and i love"

im so curious abt ur meditative experiences! how would u describe the places u go?

(pt2 ask upcoming)

GURL STAWWPPP 😭❤❤why r u so sweet 😌U always put on a smile on my face, I literally be blushing and smiling wide whenever I see ur ask 😌❤

Btw I'm so so sorry for the lateeee reply, I thought I should take more time to reply to this, to reply in a detailed manner but life happened 🤧f*ck u universe😌

Right??! He's an all rounder and I love that sm but tbh every member is extremely talented tho 😭💅

I guess u should get back at it and meditate to feel well 🤩Oh wowww now I'm running to part 2 to read abt that experience, wtf I'm so excited 🤯💃💃

It just feels detached, like I'm in a dark alone place inside my head but it feels very light and extremely peaceful, after sometime it gets overwhelming, like I want to escape but I can't and I'm struggling to come out of it. That's how it feels if I do it for a longer time but shorter periods have always been a heavenly kind of peace for me but the thing is I can't keep track of time, there seems to be a fine line between staying on the ground, feeling peace AND feeling overwhelmed, struck. I can't find out where exactly that border is, fine line is too FINEEE to even realize lmao 💅😭🤣