@theriderfrom-nowhereâ is AMAZING and sent in questions from here
4. Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know? (TW: brief, nonspecific mention of assault and death)Â
  Iâm going to go with a firm YES on this one. She was stabbed just before she left Amyr, had been cheated on and assaulted multiple times, and â drum roll â later in her story, she witnesses something pretty awful as well. Actually, if Iâm to spoil it ( because who knows when / if Iâll ever write it ), one Willowâs exes comes back, tries to threaten her into a relationship, and burns down an entire village that Willow had been close to as a show of force. Also kidnaps her and Tallow. Willow is a very happy child, as you can see.Â
  As far as knowing â not really. Eyrk ( old best friend back on Amyr ) knows she was stabbed, but only suspected how poorly sheâd been treated in relationships. She never told Tallow anything ( as of this point in their stories ) and doesnât really plan on doing so, but he will be there for the âburning down of everythingâ and âkidnappingâ stuff.Â
  As for how all of that fundamentally changed her; her being stabbed and treated so poorly is what encouraged her to run away from Amyr. It sort of pushed her off the edge, to be frank. Tallow abandons her shortly after the whole âburned down villageâ and âkidnappingâ stuff, and thatâs when her âalleinâ verse kicks in, which is widely regarded as her âdarkâ or âevilâ universe, as she no longer cares about killing or hurt people. Itâs great. All great. Â
7. Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?
  I donât actually think Willow dreams. If she were, sheâd dream about her past relationships and her mother turning evil. ( THOUGH HER MOTHER NEVER DID, it would just be a nightmare-fueled fear fest. )Â
11. In what situation was your character the most afraid theyâve ever been?
  Willow is always more afraid when it involves other people. Though she seems self-involved and egotistical, she does sort of care about other people. Her motherâs disappearance, along with watching the village burn down, are mortifying for her. At least where sheâs involved, she knows what she can and canât do, and if she can work things out and be safe. When itâs out of her control, it messes her up.Â
20. In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?Â
  Interesting question⌠as this is the very thing that Willow tries to avoid. On Amyr, all the children had body enhancements and were cool and smart, and so she refused to compare herself to them. When she travels, all she comes across are different species, so again, she doesnât like comparison. Willow does not like the reality check that comes with self comparison. Were you to point out Willowâs faults, she would fight you â and sheâd always be the first to say that sheâs awesome â but after Mila and Tallowâs departure, she also becomes the first to self-deprecate in a conversation. As her eternal quest is merely just her seeking love ( while internally and secretly recognizing that itâs her very own annoying and abrasive behavior that is costing her such love ), Iâd lean more towards self-validation â but sadly, as Willow would be perceived so âabnormalâ, sheâd probably only end up criticizing herself if she started comparing herself to others.Â