#themfeelstho

you got them feels??? whoa, of course! ...and then this came on . 🐃 #feels #listentothevibe #themfeelstho #issavibe (at Denver, Colorado)

About a year ago I was graduating physical therapy from the accident I was in. I was completely miserable and quite unstable mentally, work had gone to shit and I was feeling pretty hopeless. I often wondered where I'd be a year from then, and never in my wildest dreams could I have pictured the place I'm in today. Never in a million years did I think I would ever get to a point I was so stable I felt like I'd be fine off my meds, I wont do that because I'm not rocking the boat for myself if I don't have to. But the fact I probably could, it makes me feel very free and in control of my mental illnesses. I also couldn't have ever imagined that I'd be with the love of my life, planning a wedding and discussing babies. She is the main reason I am doing so incredibly well. Yes I moved and I changed jobs and I got into a better environment but without her I would feel very lost and I really doubt I would be stable like I am now. I cannot ever express the appreciation and gratitude I have for you Emily, you've changed my life in ways I never dreamt possible. And I always thought I just loved harder than others and that I'd know always that I loved the other person more, but with you I don't feel that way. I love you with every fiber of my being and you love me with every fiber of yours and that's so incredible and so special. I finally found the person that others thought I deserved and I've found the love I've always dreamed of. That fairytale kind of love that I told myself after many shit relationships didn't truly exist. But oh it does.... It is rare, it is raw, it is incredibly special. And I'm never letting it go, never letting you go, never letting us go. You're more than I ever could have hoped for and I love you so much and so dearly. I'll never be able to thank you for all you do and have done and will do for me. This love is indescribable and it doesn't do it justice. Never did I think I'd be where I'm at today a year ago. Never did I think I'd actually find what we've got. Never will I take you for granted my dear. You are truly special and I am beyond excited to spend the rest of my life with you creating memories, going on adventures and laughing the whole way. Our love is pure and beautiful, just like you.