There was a fanfic with an excerpt of âdriving, not washingâ at the beginning. I canât remember the fanficâs title and I didnât get to read it either, I would be really thankful if you could help!!
i do believe itâs this one -maz
It starts with bloodshed by jeanjosten (Not Rated | 5,850 | 1/1)
Neil's a child on the run, he always has beenâbut it takes swallows of pain and a great deal of loneliness to master the art of survival. Desert gas stations, dismal public bathrooms, whiskey bottles and lost bullets, distraction, anonymity, anxiety and dusty cars. More or less.
Or, Neil's voyage through the blurry concept of 'home', and how he gets through the day when he'll have to disappear in the morning.












