#theinsideman

Hola Extraño,

Not Sorry for not posting! I was sick for the past couple of days, therefore no new stories. I won’t tell you what i had but I’ll just say there was blood, pain and screaming involved.

Broseph: (noun)

A term used primarily by frat boys and douche bags, or by hipsters ironically.

A term used to indicate a brotherly relation to an individual. A bro of biblical proportions.

“Broseph, we deep fam”.

“Broseph that was a lit party”.

“Broseph from another Moseph”.

(Caution: Use of sentence may cause riot, outbreak and melting of brains)

Oh god! Writing those last sentences, I think, literally gave me an aneurysm. “Broseph” I don’t know how it started, but one day the revelation of broseph came to me and ever since that enlightening day, it is the method in which I refer to my younger brother (kind of like a real weird inside joke). My brother is 3 years younger than me, a wannabe juice head and a religious fanatic (but not all the way, and by that i mean not terrorist level, but sometimes it’s questionable,JK! (it’s a joke, NSA please don’t come for me or Broseph!)).

My relationship with my brother is tricky. I think it’s more of a big bang theory roommate agreement than a relationship. We have mutual understanding of each other and try our best to let each other do there own thing. I really wish it was a classic brotherly relationship. We fight sure and then make up, but are we close, are most brothers close; I think they may be closer than we are or sometimes pretend to be. There is a mental block that I have created when it comes to broseph. I’m gay and he’s extremely religious. There is no eye to eye there. I haven’t even told him yet (DUN DUN DUN), I mean he might know but I’ve never brought it up to him myself. in that sense i wish we were closer, because if western cinema and culture has taught me anything about siblings, it that usually you come out to your sibling first and then your parents (kind of like test driving a car).

Broseph started memorizing the Quran when he was in middle school (it’s kind of what brown family’s due to make themselves feel closer to God). So broseph’s got that in his background and then with the progression of time and his own personal interest in the subject matter, he took to it. Now it’s hard to have a conversation, where the road doesn’t, inadvertently, lead to religion or some aspect of it. Think of it this way for every 1 rule concerning religion I follow, broseph has 10 that he follows. The whole family is actually tired of it, but it’s his thing so we let him do it. Thus again is posed the question of how do I tell a person of such religious involvement that I am gay, something that would go very much against his beliefs.

I’m not dumb; I know eventually he’s going to find out but by then I won’t care as much, hopefully, or I’ll just be over it all. I don’t fucking know. i have hope though, as the only one in the family who puffed around in the past (not the goody two shoes he and everyone thinks he is), i have hope that maybe he would understand. All I know is that a fight with broseph is a fight not to be had. I’ve seen it with him and my parents it gets ugly and dumb and just stupid and quite frankly completely against what our religion teaches. So for the time being, I will sit back enjoy being a brother to Broseph and deal with it when I want to fucking deal with it.

Even though it’s tough between us sometimes, I still love broseph, cause he’s fam and broseph’s before hoseph’s. I don’t know.

Tune in next time for more stories.

Till then,

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