A letter finds its way to Emily, written in a familiar hand, dated: 12th September 1782
Dear Emily,
I am doubtful that this letter will reach you - or, if so, that it will be received in the manner of which it was intended. I shall not blame you for a moment if you decide simply to burn this upon receipt.
You will notice there is no insignia on the seal. This is quite deliberate, as I have discovered a potential means to communicate with you outside of the usual Order’s intelligence channels. With any luck, it shall not be intercepted by any members of the Order, nor those who we deem as enemies.
Now, to the purpose of my message, which [there are some hastily crossed out sentences and the page is slightly torn, uncharacteristically messy for the sender] is to wish you well, wherever you may be. As damnable as this entire sentiment is for my safety, I must admit that your welfare is never far from my mind. It is my lasting hope that, as you turn a year older, you continue find the strength within yourself to persevere on your chosen path. Please remember never to trust blindly.
Yours,
Haytham
(…😭😭😭*sobbING NOISES*)
✨EMILY’S BIRTHDAY!!✨
The letter reaches her somehow, and yet? It nearly took her four years to open it. Even without the aid of her gifted sight, she knew where this letter came from. Who wrote it. It’s as instinctual as the static in her hair when a thunderstorm is approaching. So now it rests on her fingertips, open with words she never thought she’d hear again... or rather, see. Her thumb traces along the folded crease as if she’s comforting him, even though he is not there. The realization sinks into her chest; the lump in her throat forming. Though the last couple sentences are chilling.
She could no longer remember the sound of his voice—that’s how long it’s been. So to read those words, the validation that it holds, feels so foreign. ‘It’s too good to be true. Someone is playing tricks on me.’ Emily thinks, but even if the insignia isn’t there, she knows his handwriting. Her father’s handwriting.
Have the years passed this fast? Emily is older, wiser, less naïve than the young woman she was when she parted ways with him. She had time to reflect and think about her actions. The older she gets, the more she understands Haytham’s rage back then. Even now, as her hands tremble beneath the paper, it appears that he has not forsaken her. He still cares, in his own way.
Time flew, but the guilt remained. She bears the heavy weight of their fragmented relationship.
Tears flowed down her cheeks and onto the paper. Trembling hands carefully press the paper to her chest, holding it like a precious child of her own.
This is such an unbearably lonely journey.












