#thebleedingeffect

YAYYYYYY <3 KISSING YOU KISSING YOU <3 but yeah WE WILL BE FIGHTING THO HEHEHE

YEAH!!! Also it's so very cute to me how supportive and patient he was with Kristen when she was first considering streaming <333

At first she just kinda popped into chat and on stream rarely and he never forced her to stay if she didn't. Over time she just got used to and wanted to interact with chat more! Until she started streaming herself and he's been 100% supportive the entire time. Literal A+ husband material you can tell how much he loves her and its so sweet,,,,

YEAH ok so about the kristin thing at first so recently i've been watching all of phil's s4 videos and i'm getting to the end of 2019 aka they're preparing for their wedding and phil's in the process of getting a visa and it's so :))

i currently have two kristin stream vods in my watch later (bc i've been busy) and im so excited to get to themm it's been awesome to see kristin get more confident in streaming bc she is so funny!! i really love tuning into her streams they are such nice spaces :) also i miss parents sdv i hope they play again

ANYWAYS ok so my ramblings about phil's community is just. hold on i need to put this under cut because the more i write out the more it feels like inane bullshit but whatever we're here now

Cause grief can sometimes be alot I just wanted to share some of my favorite techno memories with you. Any time techno crashed into any of the sbi streams but ESPECIALLY the infamous monopoly stream, I remember laughing and smiling so much that entire stream that I was on cloud nine over just hearing them so happy. Another one of my favorite memories is that no matter what- if techno was in Tommy's videoes they would always team and techno would be a main vocal point of the video and you can just *tell* how much Tommy adores techno. I've been rewatching the hunger games and natural disaster videos with techno and it makes me so happy to see how much of a pair those two will always be.

Grief is fucking horrific, but I think we'll all get through it together and just talking, remembering, and making content of techno despite everything- sometimes it makes everything a bit easier to know that I'm not alone and that he was loved, and will continue to be loved no matter what. Thank you for opening your inbox about this stuff, I'm not gonna act like the grief isn't suffocating sometimes, but also I love him so much no matter what that I'll stick through this grief until the very end just for him, until it's easier.

But until then, thank you and I hope youre having a good day :] despite all the stuff going on, Techno love and support will always be real <333

TECHNO SUPPORT always ❤️❤️ thank you echo

Anyway hope you're having a good day <3 and I hope you take custody of c!ranboo

as much as i love that ranboo's a largely successful streamer i hope that when he moves on from dream smp that his chat will just. dial down. to a more manageable number that's easier to moderate and interact with because his mods can do their best but its gotta be impossible to keep chat normal when there's 50k+ people all spamming the same annoying things

earlier on we actually talked about a scene where phil wakes up after the “wing incident” and he has the new outfit (did he have it before? maybe. might give him couple outfits throughout the story) but it was an outdated white maid dress from the first thing bc i couldn’t come up with a better outfit yet and i was on a tight schedule

i really wanna do more interactions between the gods to show their relationships and explore them more, same with blood god and techno. i already have a small comic strip planned for their “first” interaction but that’s gonna be further in the future.

and the next two(?) comic strips will actually be continuation for my pinned thing! it explains how white was able to get phil in and the one after that actually kinda introduces techno into to the story :] the one thing i dont think will be explained is how techno doesn’t know what happened so i’ll put it under read more!