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It's true , without them everything would cease to exist . Where one fountain seals another opens bringing those like her to their realm , a cycle repeated long before the fabled knight set foot . Daunting the fact this Lightner chose to embrace everything without question . Past , present , future all for one individual that more or less has questioned the duality of their relationship .
Muddled words still protesting to [ HEAVEN ] 's gracious 'gift' Over , and over and over and over and over until ββ
β I'm not leaving ! ! β
Silence . Blocky text crumbled leaving uneven code scattered to the winds , replaced by her own font doing all to refrain from further outburst . All of which failing under the pressure of emotion as her speech crumbles , misty-eyed and struggling to stay focused .
β Don't you get it ? ββ I have nothing to go back to . Nothing . β
A beat , her body quivering .
β The world I once knew doesn't exist , it hasn't for a long time . Before here I was another cog in the machine runnin' day to day . Moving towns helped but , it wasn't the same . β
Toriel , Rudy , even Asgore did their best to make her feel welcomed in their comity . It worked for a while but soon that feeling returned with vengeance , leaving but a hallow void where something once fit .
β The days you miss being in the spotlight ? Friends and loved ones , it's like that for me too . A era still reminiscent but , will never return to what it once was . β
By that point she's unable to mask the tears staining her cheeks , Unraveling the stained fabric that's remained firm against her wrist since their first encounter , clenched the moment it's removed .
β What more do I have to prove ? To show that I've lost equal trade by death or otherwise , that my happiness is because of what you've done for me . What they've , done for me . Name it. Anything . I'll fuckin' do it just- β
* Frayed Bowtie has been removed !
The ITEM is then slung against synthetic concreate , a shaky inhale following her shrill voice as it once again piercing the surrounding area . Reverbing .
β Stop comparing me to them ! ! β












