Sep 8, 2023
I'm not a good person.
And I'm sorry.
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I'm not a good person.
And I'm sorry.
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Just here to say that only one of my friends showed up to my graduation party. And I was fine at the time.
But now that I think about it, it really fucking hurts.
I don’t think I actually have a place in this world. I don’t have my place in a friend group. I don’t have a place in my family. I merely exist and occupy a space but nothing past that.
People like me and call me smart, sweet, caring, whatever. But only at a surface level.
When I try to make friends or find a place I fit, it never works.
My own self is the enemy. My own brain. My own being.
I don’t know who I am. And I don’t think I want to anymore
Send help
Accidentally freaked out two people today. Out of nowhere got a feeling of which months they were born in and randomly asked them.
Got both right and freaked them out. I didn’t mean to, I just got really lucky
One even asked if I was into astrology (I am not) and it just made it even weirder
This is why I do not open my mouth around people :)
Tried on a dress i just bought and felt neutral about it, progress from feeling terrible and just deciding not to go to an event
My mom: yeah if you continue to work out and fast a few days before
Okay anything else you wanna say before my self confidence completely shatters?
Coming on here for a completely different reason than usual.
My confidence is actually pretty good right now. I have a job offer, I was recently told I’ll be valedictorian, my current job is going well, and I feel so much better since starting back at the gym.
I mean, not everything is perfect. I still have more assignments to do, still have more job interviews, and am not as strong as I want to be but nothing will ever be perfect. I am learning to enjoy the highs as they come and not worry about when the lows will come. I hope I can continue to stay like this.
Maybe it really does get better.
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Having a mental break big enough it makes you lose focus and return to a depressive state
but too small that you don’t go through the rest of your time not caring and actually trying to enjoy what you’re given
There’s either not enough time in the day or too much time in the day
Never just the right amount
Every time I yawn
Every time I I feel pain in my eyes from staring at the screen too long
Every time I overeat from stress
Every time I wake up at 4 am
Every time I drink coffee so I don’t fall asleep
Every time I cry because there’s so much to do
Every time I have a headache or don’t feel well
Every time I want to take a break
Every time I no longer feel like doing this
I remember why I’m doing it
and that there are better things to come
Better days will come
right?