#theaestheticoresystem

The most surreal detail of my existence is having a happy ending. I know that in "canon", I became fused with the being known as Lilith, taking part in the disastrous Third Impact.

That... did not happen. I was able to move past all the danger and negativity. How strange it is, to see "me" causing horrible destruction to the world, when my most recent source memories involve peacefully eating lunch and feeling the summer breeze.

How strange. Am I to feel guilt for an act I did not commit? Will sourcemates view me differently?

Sincerely,

- Ayanami

(Fictive of Rei Ayanami)

(Source: Neon Genesis Evangelion)