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HI OOMF weird question but i absolutely adore how u write andrew . do u have any tips for characterization? heβs so difficult for me to get in the head of LMAO
- @queenconsort
risk of sound like asshole..... it is because heavy i relate to him. advice? shitty life π
but real? uh. ask "what normal person would do?" then take this answer + say your self "if i have worst sense of humor in world, what i would find funny?" OR hyper vigilant your surrounding. Every noise, every shift, every person will go ass up on notice of moment. always edge, always watch, never let show.
research OCD. research how this affect, research intrusive thought. see can find testimonial, some one write experience. emulate in all. the floor creak? check every where, make sure is not intruder. mental check: door lock, window close, no way else in room. people near are safe or danger, to me or other? every thing constant on edge.
some one touches? even in pass by? scope them out, try to find why they touch. exhaust every avenue before ok to think it is nothing.
this happen, all this. 24/7. constant exhaust. gallows humor so you say you want kill your self people think it is you are tired + agree way coworker does after bad customer.
constant suffer but do best never let any one see. never let any one in. never trust any one. never relax. never be comfortable. never know comfort.
even with man who love you, you love. who stay for you, who sacrifice for you. because one day he will leave, too.
So we got an entire novel with chaol trying to gain an army
How about another novel just about manon and the witches? manon still has much to learn about crochan culture. she needs to earn their trust and own up that she has been hunting her kin for a century. The crochans arent just gonna bow down cuz she is the queen by blood...she is basically full ironteeth at this point. But imagine the potential! a journey with manon, supported by her comrades, learning to let go of hate for another culture, and gaining allies, while healing their own internal wounds. it would be an amazing story full of angst, badassery, and character development. god, i want a manon x witches novel sooooo bad
what is the name of junos eye
guess who started another cover
you'll never guess
it's totally impossible
(it's me, i started another cover)
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i just can't wash away the stain of each day
the rain of all my pain just won't go away
i'm a hypocrite who doesn't know when to quit
phony
phony
phony
so tangled up in my own lies i just..
i just can't understand the simplest things
who am i behind this face
every time i find identity
it was just a dream
like your "love" for me
(it's fading it's fading)
i'm a hypocrite who doesn't know when to quit
phony
phony
PHONY
so tangled up in my own lies
i'm just a fake phony
these petals never fade
they're fake
the face of a
phony.
pros and cons of being a disordered system with amnesia (general and emotional):
pros: you don't remember the bad stuff! and you don't have to deal with the memory of the bad stuff! so any crisis, a switch later and it's like it never happened! hurray for emotional amnesia and amnesia in general!!
cons: you don't remember the bad stuff. you can't process the memories of bad things because your brain decided that you don't deserve to access those memories. any crisis can't be processed 100% healthily because you have no memory of it and it's like the crisis never happened.
the part that fronts in crisis doesn't front otherwise, so it's forced avoidance. all for the sake of the body's safety.
starting off the day already overwhelmed. great.
today is not going to be a good day.