#ghislaine

Ghislaine Dedoldia (ギレーヌ・デドルディア) - Mushoku Tensei: Jobless Reincarnation Made by Digital Waifu Gallery

It was wild! I was crying at parts and laughing, panicking, devastated, and annoyed all at the same time.

This series, the Throne of Glass series, has now ranked number one of all time for the series I've read.

Gavriel died!? The Thirteen died!? Abraxos' mate died!? Elena's dead? The Gods are gone?

Yrene being pregnant was...surprising?

Yrene, with Dorian and Elide's help, killed Erawan? Fenrys got his teleporting abilities back! Maeve is dead (hopefully).

How the fuck did Aelin survive? Like, yes, she had Dorian...and then Dorian but what!? Deanna can rot, tbh. "We don't do deals with mortals." Shut up.

Aelin seeing Crescent City and Prythian during her travels through the multiverse (Maasverse?) and Rhysand helping slow her travel?

Lord Lorcan Lochan. Lady Elide Lochan. That's it. That's them. I have grown to love Lorcan and his grumpiness. The softness he shows only Elide.

Fenrys Moonbeam.

and kaya and thea; ghislaine, linnea (known to you and me and the rest of the world as “lin”); the demon twins: faline and fallon. the shadows: briar and edda. and imogen.

thinking about them

and their yielding

and their undying REAL love for manon

I am working my way through the TOG reread. I skipped over throne of glass and crown of midnight because i couldnt stomach one SECOND without rowan and aelin.

but

Im currently half way through empire of storms and IT IS SO GOOD. So good. Read the part where Rowan throws Rolfe against the wall after a particularly nasty comment made about Sam.

JUST READ THE BEACH SCENE. 🥵🥵

Rowan and Aelin love each other.

But.

I am genuinely terrified. HORRIFIED. Paralyzed. To come across that thirteen scene in KOA. It killed me the first time.

And now that I know it’s coming, now that I’ve had such a deeper, heartfelt appreciation for the thirteen. Now that I’ve paid such excruciating attention to them throughout this series *knowing* what their future would be.

I am sick and nauseated.

And I don’t know how I will read those pages without falling through the floor. Ow ow ow ow ow ow. My heart hurts for manon ughhhhh

And asterin

The world they ALL could have seen and enjoyed and loved

The world they ALL should have seen and felt and took pride in

The world they ALL helped assemble and piece back together

I am hurtingggggggggggggggggggg