Hey man, I don't know you but I was scrolling through my dash and your most recent post about being scared came up. I just want you to know that it's OK for you to be scared too! I want you to keep in mind too that one day you too will be happy! One day, maybe soon, maybe far away, but some day. Some day you'll find someone, or multiple someones, who care for you as a whole and accept every aspect of you. I know it's scary to be yourself, but even if the people around you won't accept you, someone out there will. There's like 7 million people, I promise at least ONE of those people will like you man :) remember to eat (even if it's "junk food" it's still better than nothing) drink water, and if you can't shower wipe yourself with a rag or baby wipe. Stay strong my friend, and try to remember to be kind to yourself <3(/p) you've got this, and don't feel afraid to reach out. Good luck :]