Sep 17, 2025
we were shown the kick-off and the later unraveling of Ritsu's trauma. I tried to put the mindfuckery that went on inbetween into pictures
#the formative years this little human spent in a good loving family with zero confidence in safety#it keeps me up at night#LITTLE RITSU WITH A CONCUSSION AND PULSATING EYEBALLS WAKES UP IN A GIANT ROOM THAT SMELLS TOO SHARP AND LIES TO HIS PARENTS#ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS SO CONFUSING AND SCARY AND NO WAY HIS BROTHER IS... HIS BROTHER DID....#HIS BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD IS SCARY. HIS COOL POWERS ARE DANGEROUS. OH NO WHAT IF MOM AND DAD GET SCARED TOO? AND THEY WILL. WHAT THEN?#actual hell. i do headcanon kageyamas don't know what exactly happened yes#and yet this little guy is so courageous and smart and loving that he made it his mission to keep everyone including mob safe#and then it goes like this#my brother is a problem therefore i mustn't be. my parents don't help me deal at all but that's unfair to blame them they dont know#i cannot be mad i cannot be resentful and most importantly i cannot be afraid i have to strangle these feelings till they die#oh no i think i strangled all other feelings too. well all my feelings are negative anyway#oh no wait i think I'm pretending to love my brother that's not right#oh no i think all my academic successes and good behavior are actually all compensation for my being weak and angry and fake#oh no i think I'm a bad person and I'm falling the fuck apart oh would you look at that. psychic fucking powers#kageyama ritsu#kageyama shigeo#kageyama brothers#ritsu kageyama#shigeo kageyama#mob psycho fanart#mob psycho 100#mp100#mp100 fanart#IM SO PROUD OF THESEEE man i leaned full into experimenting with colour and texture#this is supposed to feel like a waking nightmare. i drew the ??? silhouette on strong emotions and didnt change it during rendering#i think the colours did the job perfectly. pretty but distressing. been tinkering with this comic since last September. yes i shit you not#i have an absurd amount of stuff in the backlog#also yep props if you noted dinosaur hands. i had a revelation last year that I've spent most of my childhood walking like this#mum made me unlearn it and 10 years later i forgor about it completely and then was reading something about autism and my head exploded#my best friend is always hilariously unamused when i get surprised by my innate traits
