#thatmademadej

I was tagged by my good friend @faequill a long time ago, but I’m lazy as fuck and left it unanswered until now. I’m sorry, Joey. But thanks for tagging me!

Here’s a sneak peek to a plotty smut I’m working on. That is angst, by the way.

“Don’t do this.” He said, the sound of it felt like a punch on his gut and Ryan frowned. “Ry, I know why you want this to happen but— we should talk about it first, don’t you think?”

“I know.” Ryan nodded, swallowing while looking down, one hand going to Shane’s chest. “I do need it, though. We haven’t—“ He looked up again, Shane was giving him his full attention. “Since we got back together, we haven’t— Shane?”

Maybe he shouldn’t had said “back together”, maybe he shouldn’t have made them take a break in the first place. Shane looked in pain now, as if being reminded of their separation brought him back to that time at the end of last year and beginning of this.

thank you!

13 - Have you ever had a paranormal encounter/experience?

I’ve told this story like three times here already jdksajfkdslçjf I only have one thing to tell and it’s not even that cool

I’m gonna copy the last time I talked about this cause I’m bad with words today:

it was the time I saw a shadow person

so I was home alone in the morning and I had just woken up, and I hadn’t gotten out of bed yet cause I was still a little sleepy, so I was just laying down looking up at the upper bed (I sleep on the lower bed of a bunk). I turned to my side and I saw a shadowy human figure standing right beside the bed (so I was looking at its legs, mostly). I was a little spooked so I closed my eyes, and a few seconds later I could feel the bed moving a little like it does when someone climbs to the upper bed and lays down. I was too spooked to get up and check if the thing was laying down up there, but it definitely felt like there was someone. I tuned to my other side and thought about how fucked up that was for some time and then I fell asleep, and when I woke up a few hours later there was nothing there.people have said I probably dreamt the whole thing, but I’m 90% sure I was awake

long story short, a shadow person shared my bunk bed with me for a few hours

14 - What’s your favorite urban legend?

idk if this is a urban legend or a creepypasta??? but that russian sleep experiment one is an interesting read tbh

all my favorite fanfictions: ↳  Por Favor, Sweetheart by carrieonfighting | @thatmademadej

Two dorks raise a baby and don't even realise they're doing it together until it's too late

Alternatively, Ryan Bergara is Trying His Best Thanks

@demonproofboi if you wrote that you’d be legally  obligated to come to my funeral after i DIE

gladly my friend

I will read my jelsey fic aloud in your funeral as an eulogy 

also

carrieonfighting replied to your post “3 and 7 for both the risky asks and the riskier asks -thatmademadej”

oh FUCK i love dodie shes on all my fic playlists lol

thank you!!! <3

risky:

3. the last text you sent to someone?

I sent “same” to a meme my sister sent me

7. tell an embarrassing memory or story

oh, so many to choose from

one time i tried to kick a person’s ass and ended up falling on my own ass in front of a crowd

pretty fun stuff. been repressing it for years

riskier:

3. whats your favorite color?

yellow!!! I love love love yellow

7. favorite song you cant stop listening to?

right now it’s “You” by Dodie!

BFU ask game!

bigfoot: do you like the outdoors?

In passing. I do like being outdoors and I like going on walks and hanging out in parks and that but I also hate camping with the fury of a thousand suns. So take from that what you will.

dauphine: any paranormal experiences?