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Jeon Jungkook One-shot [drabble]
[30/12/2024 ; 23:05]
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Jeongguk π:
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You're now playing the voice message from jeongguk π:
It's jeongguk again..I know it's been just awhile since we talked!
Ah..It's embarrassing. [clears throat]
Well, I will just miss you, messy head.
Yea. I will miss you. Crap, never mind, I already miss you. [sighs]
Okay..I know im blabbering and shit, but do you care? No, right?
Well..you asked me to leave me words of hope, words of inspiration.
I wish I have Namjoon hyung's brain..
Ah..that hyung..I love him.
[Hums a light melody]
I mean..you know I would have sang some sort of song you like if you wanted something from me, but you're..asking advice from me.
[Exhales a deep breath]
Okay, this isn't working. Jimin-ssi lied to me, aish.
I thought I can just..talk casually, you know?
I'm not sad, I'm not sad. Really. Believe me.
I was laughing with you some hours ago, you remember, right?
Why were we laughing again..?
Ah, yes. Because I was showing you a picture of yoongi hyung's childhood self. [Laughs] hyung won't scold me.
But really, it was nice. He looked pretty childish in that.
[Pauses]
Oh!
[Giggles]
There's a cat here..!
What a coincidence! Wait, wait. I will record this tooβ
Can you hear it? The purring sound?
Ah..what a lovely creature. But I dont know how would Bam react to this.
[Shakes head and starts walking again]
Ah..at this point, I'm quite deviated from my main objective. [Chuckles]
But it's okay. I bet I made you smile till now.
[Falls silent]
You know..you sounded really dull today.
And you're stupid if you think I didn't notice it [laughs]
Of course I did. And I know.
These stuffs at school.. the competition between the students..I get that its taking a toll on you. And..I hate to see you that way, you know?
Like..i have always seen you with wide smiles, bright eyes and a mouth that never shuts. It's..saddening to see you being so silent. [sighs]
I know I can not impose any emotions on you, as I know that you're already feeling much. I get it, it's a shitty feeling. And I'm not telling you to shrug it off and act like nothing hurted you.
It's okay to weep. To let yourself be vulnerable at times.
I mean, you say the same to me. It's kind of hypocritical if you don't follow your words, you get me? [Grins]
But just..just know that I'm always here.
Here for you.
And always believe that..if you can't, no one else can.
I saw that line you wrote on your notebook and I had a great laugh.
You're wondering what's that? I'll say it.
The great words said by the recreation of William Shakespeare;
If life gives you lemon, just say fuck it and move on.
Touching words, really. [Wheezing]
It's ironic, Y/n. How sometimes you're so unserious. I need it in me too.
Or okay, I get it, you were really stressed when you wrote that. Nonetheless, I'm sure i made you smile again with my tone, didn't I?
Well if I still didn't make you smile..
I gotta have a talk with that devil above your head. I mean, that fate.
Let's go have that discussion. Bring some banana milk for me without forgetting. Or else my fate will be spoiled. What? You know it's my favorite drink.
Besides wine, of course. I have shared some with Taehyung yesterday. Through call. We had nice chat, and I really missed yeontan. That lil boy was a great one indeed. Ah, now I'm reminded of bam. He must be missing his dad. [Smiles to himself]
Okay..I actually recorded this to tell you that I won't be contacting you for awhile. Sucks, I know, baby. You know I said I miss you already. You don't know just how much. [sighs] but, hold on to me, always. Okay? Hold on to my words when I'm gone, hold onto the warmth that I left for you. And..
Hold onto that love, Y/n.
You can get through everything.
Even..when I'm not with you right there. [smiles]
The voice message ended.
