#testimonythursday There are so many times that things happen in our lives and we become openly isolated. We live in our minds and function as best as we can while clinging to our faith & hope for change. It’s not always easy but we press regardless of who sees. Last Nite, God healed a place in my heart that I gave to him years ago. Maybe you understand, As someone who has sung on stages around the world and is known by many, it is STILL easy to feel alone. Although the joy of the Lord has indeed been my strength, the last 7 yrs have certainly been intense. Fast forward to today and ALL THAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH!! 😭🙌🏽 But Last nite I tried hard to sing and my voice felt so weighted, I tried to get the lyrics out, but the Lord was speaking so clearly to me to stop and give my testimony I completely sang the wrong everything 🤦🏽♀️ I couldn’t see the lyrics on the screen in the back because my eyes were filling with water 😭(all the while the enemy was shouting JUST GET THROUGH THE SONG) I’d like to think of myself as a professional, but I felt so embarrassed because, there was a real tug-of-war happening and and besides that, I love this song!! How could I mess it up like this?!? (You Keep On Getting Better by Maverick City Music)😫 I was debating w/ the Lord (because our services are LIVE) but He wouldn’t let me move. Well, I never have a problem sharing my testimony, but it all hit me like a ton of bricks. This time the testimony wasn’t for others. It was for ME! The Lord was tying in what He was doing in my heart real-time on stage 😩 🤦🏽♀️ My devotional that morning was a COMPLETE SETUP! #swipeleft This is my campus pastor publicly sharing his appreciation & love for me and the raw moment we had as a church. He also said the Lord was pleased w/ my worship that I was right where God wanted me to be. As the last two lines of my devotional, The Daily Decree read, “May you be welcomed, celebrated and honored for THIS day, you’ve been marked for favor!” @bkunneman It just so happened that our series this week is YOU DONT HAVE TO DO IT ALONE. God was preparing my heart for this. I am so thankful. #NeverAlone #YouKeepOnGettingBetter (at The Crossing Church) https://www.instagram.com/p/CErY0wfnjd1/?igshid=1t81l4rjtyu7o
















