#terminallymirthful

[05:11] TM: Fae is being assholes and won't lemme eat nothin but small game. [05:11] TM: :o/ [05:12] TM: Miss you tho, is really beautiful out here. [05:14] CR: D --> I regret that there is not a convenient way to visit you on this journey, but it will be good to see you [05:15] TM: Damn right it will be, 'm gonna hug you lots. [05:15] TM: 's aight, 'm sorry I'm an asshole an headed out [05:17] CR: D --> Both you and Sparks are very volatile, spur of the moment trolls [05:17] CR: D --> I cannot find myself either surprised or offended [05:19] CR: D --> Has the e%perience been restful aside from the fae intervention [05:19] TM: ...snrt. [05:19] TM: this is very true [05:19] TM: actually, yeah. [05:20] TM: were nice to feel life thrummin under finger an jus have quiet. [05:20] CR: D --> I am glad for that [05:20] TM: beautiful rocky beaches up north, brother, here: [05:21] -- terminallyMirthful [TM] bunchapics.png, a lot of gorgeous sunset and sunrise pics, bright reds and oranges reflecting off ocean water and rocky shores, very peaceful looking -- [05:25] CR: D --> These are lovely [05:25] TM: :o) [05:25] CR: D --> Perhaps some night we could arrange a hike [05:25] TM: !!!!!! [05:25] TM: Yesssssss!!! [05:25] TM: 'd love tha [05:26] TM: bleat!' [05:27] TM: But ah, whens Sparks an me were...havin a spirited discussion, he said sommat, an I wanted t talk atchu bout it [05:27] TM: He said, ah, like. Right th now all yo projects is put away? an you jus go down to yo office worrkroom thing an. do nothin? [05:28] TM: talk at me my brother. [05:28] CR: D --> Erm [05:29] CR: D --> It is restfoal [05:29] TM: well yeah, 'd imagine, but 't ain like you t not be workin on sommat [05:30] TM: an th whole moirail thing is goin of a both ways, so what's tickin tween them adorable ears? [05:33] CR: D --> Technically speaking, a new alert arrives on the monitor once or twice an evening, although they have been slowing in frequency [05:33] CR: D --> I [05:33] CR: D --> Did not feel the need to fill the time with other ta%s [05:34] CR: D --> Nor have I felt inspiration for a new project [05:41] TM: Mm. Aight, tha's ok t feel uninspired, shit happens [05:41] TM: But tha ain tellin me th feels thrummin underskin outside a inspiration [05:42] TM: Ain mean to press unkind, but I loves you pale so much I wanna check [05:44] CR: D --> I am uncertain if I was feeling anything [05:45] CR: D --> Quiet perhaps [05:49] TM: nodnodnod [05:50] TM: Aight, makes sense plenty. I mean, we done nothin but toil an work an ?? over two lifetides, so rest ain a bad idea. [05:50] TM: Jus lemme know what's rattlin iffen anything comes up? [05:52] CR: D --> I finished my last project appro%imately a season and a half ago [05:53] TM: Hm. Aight tha is a lil worrisome. [05:54] TM: I know...'s been quiet th castle just cos folks ain all back yet or iffen they is...they hardly talk. Is this here not whatchu imagined? [05:56] CR: D --> I do not know what I imagined [05:56] CR: D --> I wanted there to be peace and comfort available for those desiring it -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [06:07] CR: D --> I suppose I do not have a purpose -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [06:07] CR: D --> Aside from to be with "2par%" [06:09] TM: I feel tha sommat fierce my brother. [06:09] TM: Sorry, dodgin angry ??? [06:09] TM: s [06:10] CR: D --> Rude of them [06:10] CR: D --> Do you need a moment to resolve these ???s [06:10] TM: but I c'n unnerstand tha [06:11] TM: Nah 'm good, jus jetted far nuff outta their way. [06:11] TM: 'm tryin not t hurt th saipeients. [06:12] CR: D --> Kind of you [06:12] TM: Basically like. Ain't no legacy t live to, no empire to preserve, no church to build no laws o r....yeah. [06:12] TM: Eh, they's practice. [06:12] CR: D --> It is an entirely new life, to begin again howsoever we wish [06:12] CR: D --> I wished to put aside the past [06:12] TM: An findin tha takes some doins. [06:13] TM: Yeah? [06:13] CR: D --> I have lived a full and complete life as a blueblood [06:14] CR: It seems strange to extend it so [06:14] CR: Particularly when I must admit that at my core, I am a paradox construct, and not a troll [06:15] CR: I have learned and awakened [06:16] TM: Well, i still posit we is of a kind, least in form. [06:16] TM: But tha makes a reasonableness, didju wanna leave buildin behind? [06:17] CR: No, I enjoy crafting and solving problems [06:18] CR: Perhaps I could construct another city, for the young to gradually inhabit [06:19] TM: :o), good. [06:19] TM: You make beautiful artistry, my brother. [06:19] TM: Has I tolt atchu tha. Everything here...'s jus gorgeous. [06:21] TM: You done wonderful, you really has. [06:22] CR: ... [06:23] CR: Thank you, Gamzee. [06:23] CR: I truly appreciate that. [06:24] TM: <><> [06:24] TM: Yo welcome. [06:25] TM: But buildin new cities fo th young I think they'd appreciate plenty. [06:25] TM: I was gon say mayhaps start workin on bridgin out th tech fo the smaller villages, I passed a few whens I was on mine way out. [06:26] TM: Think I'ma stop by one an see iffen I c'n snag a drink if someodd feels consentin. [06:26] CR: I would need to ask what form of technological assistance they might find useful, I suppose [06:26] TM: Yep. :o) [06:27] CR: I did loose hive-constru%ion bots akin to the Alternian ones [06:27] TM: Want tha I shoul come with you when you does? [06:27] CR: I would like that [06:27] TM: I seen some! Specially when I is rovin round the city. [06:27] TM: 'd enjoy bein of yo company, brother. [06:28] TM: All of yo bots is so cute [06:32] CR: I endeavored to make them relateable, yet also easily distinguishable from sentients [06:32] CR: Akin to convenient, obedient wildlife [06:33] CR: As a sidenote, appending the word "Please" to a request flags it as higher priority [06:34] CR: Should this ever become relevant [06:34] TM: ...You is adorable, you know tha right? [06:34] CR: Thanks have a similar albeit mild effect upon user priveleges [06:35] CR: I believe in politeness [06:35] TM: I'll keep tha in mind, thankee brother [06:35] CR: And rewarding politeness [06:35] TM: I gotta work on mine manners again XoD [06:35] CR: :) [06:35] TM: Hehe. [06:36] TM: How bouts whens I get hive we take us on a paledate somewheres? There movie or artlike places you'd like t go? [06:37] CR: I seem to recall that there were efforts being made to encourage arts and entertainment locally, however I admit I am uncertain how far they have progressed [06:38] CR: There are likely to be such establishments on derspit, regardless -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [07:27] TM: Sounds a plan, my brother [07:27] TM: :oD [07:27] TM: I been round th city plenty, i seen lil spots heres an there, 'll figure sommat out fo sho. [07:28] TM: Shoul be hive roun dusk, I ain't walkin this ways home. [07:28] TM: (Runnin) [07:28] TM: (Flashy ways) [07:28] TM: (Cos I wanna hug you an tell you how great you is) [07:30] CR: In this case I think I will accept your outrageous flattery, Mak [07:30] TM: Nah 't ain outrageous 't all. [07:30] TM: S jus th truth. :o* [07:31] CR: I have missed you greatly [07:31] TM: Same. A brother be achin t have his arms round you some. [07:37] CR: It has been some time, and we are different people than we once were. I should ask -- are you still comfortable with the way my quadranting habits tend to have unclear and complex "bleeds" from one shade to another? -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [07:49] TM: Sorry, sorry, scalin a clife [07:49] TM: Cliff [07:49] TM: I can word right. [07:49] TM: Nah tha never bothered me any, my brother. :o) [07:50] TM: You do what works fo you an makes you happy an I'ma always be supportive as a motherf--udger. [07:50] TM: Why for you astin? [07:51] TM: I know I ain't th good man you remember...but. I c'n try. [07:51] CR: It may perhaps be relevant to mention that Sparks has had an eventful season, and is currently under stress. I will not apologize on his behalf, but I suspect he will be far easier to coexist with after his stressors have passed. [07:52] TM: Yeah, we was talkin on tha peaceful like some fore we started gettin snippy. [07:52] CR: By then I imagine you as well may have more practice and inner peace on which to draw, making coexistance easier on both sides. [07:52] CR: I am glad [07:52] TM: Motherfuckin nasty hereticals hurtin wrigglers. :oI [07:53] TM: This is very true, I'ma be workin on't. [07:53] CR: Quite so. [07:54] CR: The trolls of this universe will, thankfully, never face a rig of that nature. [07:54] TM: Hn. [07:54] TM: Damn right they won't. :o// [07:55] TM: An...'s aight, we was snippin at each other mostly cos he was talkin all at me that I done run away like a wriggler rather'n knowin I needed a mo t clear my head. [07:56] TM: I ain't particular begrudging. I coul see most of it were ah. Lookin like he were afraid t lose folks. [07:57] TM: An worry bout you. [07:58] CR: I had thought I was fine, but he and a clademember I believe to be more level-headed both agree that there is apparently some concern with my demeanor [07:58] CR: It is a matter of contemplation [08:05] TM: Mmhmm. I'm thinkin they workin on th idea tha iffen a folk give up whats they love an withdraw 's sommat of a concern. [08:05] CR: Likely so. [08:05] CR: They compare the behavior to the depressive swings a Captor is occasionally prone to. [08:10] TM: 's what it sounds like, brother pale love. [08:11] TM: Then again I ain't ascribin feels of others to you, so 's based on yo determinations some. [08:14] CR: I pride myself on my stability, and find it difficult to imagine a quiet evening as the result of an emotional issue. [08:18] TM: Well depression ain always instability, you is a rock my brother. 's jus an eatin away of yo wants an desires some. Takes th joy outta yo life. [08:18] TM: But we'll figure on tha some, yeah? [08:19] TM: An I, ah. C'n guess there been some lonliness? [08:19] CR: Perhaps [08:20] TM: Mm. [08:20] CR: Sparks' clade is wonderful, however they are the trolls he would choose to surround himself with, rather than individuals tailored to my own preferences [08:20] CR: I have not been alone, however... [08:21] TM: I know you ain been alone, but still. [08:21] TM: S good to has yo own kind what to lean on. [08:22] TM: You know I'ma glue mineself t you right whens I get hive [08:22] TM: ...after takin a shower [08:22] TM: Less you want nature on you [08:22] CR: Have you heard of deterministPalindrome yet [08:23] TM: I think Sparks is friendly? [08:23] TM: Whyfor?? [08:23] TM: Din't mean t hit two ?? [08:24] CR: He is an acceptable troll [08:24] CR: I would go so far as to say that I approve of his demeanor [08:25] CR: If I have my own friend, it would be him [08:29] TM: :oD [08:29] TM: I'm glad to hear it. [08:30] TM: ...Is he related t th folk I done had a scuffle with? [08:32] CR: He is an alternate of Sparks', from a timeline in which his void and heart player were present on the meteor, at the expense of their rage player [08:32] CR: ... He may be Twoblade's descendant. [08:35] TM: Well shoot. [08:36] TM: Aight, I'll steer clear fo now. [08:37] TM: 's all good. [08:39] CR: Perhaps so, unfortunately. [08:39] CR: He is a proponent of free running, I have heard [08:55] TM: :oO Good t know. [08:55] TM: Eventual 'll have t make good 't Twoblade somehow. [08:55] TM: Still think choppin off some motherfuckers arm fo tryin to help is bullshit. :oI [08:57] CR: Many have had traumatic experiences with Peixes, and I would agree he reacted with more than necessary force. [08:58] CR: I suspect there were at least somewhat relevant traumatic experiences to blame for his reaction, although I am loathe to inquire. -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [09:12] TM: Yeah, I knows it. [09:12] TM: I'm still pissed off at th version of her what is the Condesce, but. Welp. I ain't can hold 't gainst someone who don't remember. [09:12] TM: And nah you ain gotta ast, he was the helmsman so I come t understand. [09:20] CR: I must admit that her alternian side has given me some pause for quite some time [09:21] CR: She seems less harsh than I had e%pected, although bracingly direct -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [09:32] CR: D --> e has said that he appreciates the tea set -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [09:32] CR: * He [09:32] TM: Yeah, did me 't first too. [09:32] TM: Was surprised she were such a smartass, but...I c'n understand th lonliness too so. [09:33] TM: She ain so bad. [09:33] TM: Th direct part makes me laugh. :o) [09:33] CR: I can see how it would. [09:33] TM: Oh, ah. Heh. Yeah, I sent he one f're I left. [09:34] TM: I unno iffen I shoul talk 't him tho [09:34] CR: Perhaps not just yet [09:35] CR: Although he was concerned and apologetic for your condition [09:36] TM: It's okay. [09:36] TM: I'm more worriet about him. [09:37] TM: An I can take a pennance fo hurtin a good soul. [09:37] TM: Which was part the reason I done left th castle because I cain't hurt nobody iffen I ain't there. [09:37] CR: He is with his moirail, and has said he is feeling better tonight. [09:39] TM: I'm sorry... [09:39] TM: 'm glad he's feelin better. [09:41] CR: While you are worried for him, I will be worried for you. [09:41] CR: I hope that all recover as well as possible. [09:49] TM: Soft bleatin. [09:49] TM: I knows you will. [09:49] TM: Thankee. [09:50] TM: ... 'll admit I ain't feel right 't all. Bein deathless an outta th circle a life an death, 't feels...unno. Wrong. [09:50] TM: Not by godly fashion, mind, th vampire thing. [09:50] TM: Bein a...well whatever we all come when we tier, 's different. [09:51] TM: Fuckin fairies smell so damn good an everythings so much brighter an sharper [09:52] CR: One could argue that, regardless of a pulse or self-consistent biology, anything that remains self-aware and in this realm of existance could be considered alive. [09:52] CR: It is likely that, even should this state continue into perpetuity, eventually an end of some form would come. [09:54] TM: Hn. [09:54] TM: Ain got no thrummin heart, brother. No heat in mine veins. [09:55] CR: And yet here you are. [09:55] CR: What is the defining factor of the circle of life and death? [09:56] CR: I suppose as a metaphysical concern I should not apply technical debate. [09:56] CR: I am sorry that it feels wrong, and I admit I have grown to embrace change. [09:58] TM: Nah i get what you is sayin, I exsist an therefore I is. [09:59] TM: I define life mostly by mortality an a pump-beat, fo tha. An a soul. [09:59] TM: ...Shit does I lose mines because?? [09:59] TM: Hnn. [10:00] CR: If you did, I am afraid I would have to insist that we recover it, if it were willing. [10:01] CR: Beings deserve to be whole. [10:03] CR: I think that I define life by self-awareness and ability to respond to one's environment. Although a soul is certainly a helpful and usual component of such. [10:05] TM: I ain even can tell... [10:05] TM: Aight I cain't think of tha when I is all th way out heres. [10:05] CR: To be fair, neither can I, and nor could most mortals. It is not our aspect. [10:05] CR: You could ask your gods, perhaps. [10:06] TM: I. [10:06] TM: This is true. [10:06] TM: Thank you. Stupid fuckin. [10:06] TM: Panic over nothin [10:06] TM: Anyhows. [10:07] CR: I believe the operative term would be "ineffable". [10:07] TM: Yeah, I'm. Unno how t feel about 't. [10:07] CR: Perfectly reasonable. [10:08] CR: I would be more than happy to brainstorm on the subject. -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [10:45] TM: Hnf. [10:45] TM: I jus. Iffen I ain got a soul I cain't get mine ticket t ride in Carnival and I /seen/ Carnival, It were there, real, it was beautiful [10:48] CR: If your soul were gone and unretrievable, a new one would need to be generated for you by use of game mechani% [10:49] TM: How even?? [10:50] CR: Sparks has attained great skill with the manip001ation of the code which defines people [10:50] TM: :o/ so I done heard. [10:50] TM: He threatened t turn me human. [10:51] CR: Presumably a temporary measure until such time as your self control had improved [10:52] TM: Hhn. I kinda. Outside of ya own good self, Jade an Rose, ain really care fo humans. [10:52] TM: An tha's more to tha mockery a faith they fuckin cooked up more 'n anything else. [10:53] CR: Mockery of faith? [10:53] TM: Ugh. [10:53] TM: They got some nasty fuckin shitband, ICP or sommat. [10:53] TM: All usin our symbology an shit but just. Ugh. Nah. [10:54] TM: ...That was actually, from Dave. Who sent th video a they. [10:54] TM: Stupid as shit astin about how th fuck magnets work an not unnerstandin motherfuckin miracles an just. [10:55] TM: :oII [10:57] CR: It is quite likely that it was never intended as mockery. Destiny works in strange ways. [10:59] CR: I have heard that the Signless' tale was echoed in the stories of a human religious figure. [10:59] CR: There are doubtless other strange parallels. [10:59] TM: Humph. [10:59] CR: Some closer than others. [10:59] TM: Double humph. [10:59] CR: Additionally, that culture is dead. [10:59] TM: :o( [10:59] TM: ... [10:59] TM: :o) [10:59] CR: You are welcome. [10:59] TM: <><><> [11:00] TM: Jus. I unno. Minds me of really snappin mine lid off th first tide an 's not a happy memory. [11:00] TM: Fo anyone. [11:00] CR: A fair point. [11:01] TM: An I prolly din't word proper 't Sparks in relationals t tha. [11:01] CR: Should the regrettable scenario somehow come up, I will insist that you be allowed a non human form. Albeit one still non damaging. [11:01] TM: Tha's fine. [11:02] TM: I ain't got a problem with th changin, jus tha. 's all. [11:02] TM: M sorry. [11:06] CR: It is your existance, and a strong reminder of a very poor part of it. [11:06] CR: You do not need to apologize. [11:06] CR: I pity you greatly, and we will come through this together. [11:14] TM: Hhh. Gods bless it I pity you so much [11:14] TM: I ain't think I'm ever gon get tired a sayin tha again. [11:14] TM: Tha din't sound right [11:14] TM: I meant [11:14] TM: Since I get t o say 't [11:14] TM: And I gots t say 't before [11:14] TM: So sayin it again [11:14] TM: That. [11:15] CR: I understood, Gamzee. [11:16] TM: Heh. [11:19] TM: This not eatin proper shit is gettin to me i quess. [11:20] CR: If you wished I c001d attempt to meet you out there [11:20] TM: Jumpy an fidgety an anxious [11:21] CR: I do wish you would keep a portable transport pad on your person [11:21] TM: ? [11:21] TM: We have those? [11:24] CR: I do [11:25] CR: I keep them powered off within my syllade%, as I consider active transport pads within the castle building itself to be a security issue [11:26] CR: However they are e%tremely useful [11:30] TM: Oooh. [11:30] TM: Yeah 'd imagine tha woul be, tho someone showin up in yo sylladex'd be an interestin experiment. [11:30] CR: Admittedly so [11:30] CR: While still being a security risk [11:30] TM: I mean, I ain't gonna stop you, but 'd worry bout them lil buggers being all up atchu [11:31] TM: :o( Dun wantcha hurt but I wanna see you [11:31] TM: This be true. [11:31] CR: I w001d not be harmed [11:31] TM: Somethin to do outside a castle mayhaps [11:33] TM: Hhh. Iffen you is sure you'd be aight. [11:46] CR: I am Sparks' equal in combat, without holding back on either of our parts. -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [11:52] TM: I knows that but I is still allowet to worry [11:52] TM: :o* [11:52] CR: You are indeed [11:53] TM: :o) [11:53] TM: You one bad mother an make a motherfudger swoon up in this joint~ -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [12:28] CR: I will set out along the coast. North or south? -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- [12:34] TM: North! [12:34] TM: of a dueness. [12:34] TM: Say hallo to th fisher-folk iffen you pass em by, mayhaps survey spots you wanna revisit later? [12:39] CR: Perhaps [12:40] TM: :o* [12:40] TM: I went out woodsways, so I ain't know iffen any is outthere -- terminallyMirthful [TM] is now an idle chum! -- -- terminallyMirthful [TM] changed their mood to OFFLINE  --