#tegami

It’s not everyday that you click with someone. It’s not everyday that you get to exchange some simple hi’s and hello’s with a random person and next thing you know they’ve already become an integral part of your life and growth. It’s not everyday you meet someone that will choose to keep you in their life every single day.

I wish I could condense all the memories we made together into one single video. But that would be impossible because we have made countless of moments now! And I am so glad and grateful for that.

I’m so glad and grateful that you let me get to know about you more. So much so that I even got to meet your brother! I’m still geeking over that tbh haha because wow you really do trust me. And that is the biggest honor. Thank you for letting me be a part of your life. You say you’re lucky to be in my company, but really I am just as lucky if not more to be in yours because you are the kindest, most thoughtful person ever. I’m still trying to figure out what good I did to have the Universe send you my way XD

You always consider my feelings and when you do hurt me sometimes, you are quick to make amends. I still don’t know how to react to being loved this gently. So apologies if I get clumsy and hurt you in the process as well. Maybe I have already did something that hurt you. I guess we will hurt each other again as we go on (not intentionally ofc lol), but I trust that will shape us into becoming better friends and better people. With you, I keep learning how to love. I used to think that love should be loud and grand, but with you I realized that love while intense can also be quiet and yet still felt. That it is also found in friendships and in the corners of a solemn desert where we send out our prayers. With you, I have learned that love can be sure and steady. I keep loving and learning with you. Thank you so much for that.

Relationship: enjoltaire

Wordcount: 8.667

Rating: explicit

Enjolras was having the worst day of his entire life so far, thank you for asking. They had fifteen minutes until the concert started, no replacement for the solo cellist who’d called in sick at the last second who’d make or break the entire second half, and now, Enjolras had a black dress shirt completely drenched with hot coffee, thanks to running into the most horrible man he’d ever met.

“Whoops,” said the horrible man in front of him, open coffee cup still in one hand.

It wasn’t even reusable.

OR: Enjolras is the first chair violinist of an orchestra and gets into a fight with a very annoying man right before a concert. Surely there's no way he could be the infamous cellist they're all waiting for, right?

#fall together fest - day 27 Fest: Wolfstar Big Bang 2019

Author/Artist: Tegami / momstiel Rating: Mature Word Count: 25,144 Type: Magic!AU

Summary: Sirius Black was okay, no matter how often Lily and James and his manager were going to ask him about it. He didn't need to cancel the tour, and he didn't need an assistant to play his babysitter, and he certainly didn't need a guardian angel to fall in love with.... wait, what?

Or: the one where Sirius is lead singer of the rock band Raisin' Hell and not doing as well as he pretends he is, Remus is the world's most sarcastic guardian angel, and one Europe tour changes more than either of them expected.

They all have so much character development in them o.o

For example, Kirika and Shirabe’s B sides from XV.

We know from G that Kirika and Shirabe are both orphans, and we know from AXZ that Kirika doesn’t know what day her true birthday falls on. April 13 was just a day arbitrarily assigned to be her birthday, since this was the day she first arrived at the F.I.S. facility.

In Kirika’s deceptively cheerful sounding “Happy Birthday no Uta” song, she has this to say about family and birthdays:

Shirabe’s song, “Kimi ga Nakanai Sekai ni”, is a direct response to Kirika’s song: 

So, Kirika’s been hiding her bitter feelings about not knowing her birthday or having a family by acting cheerful and carefree, so that she doesn’t bother anyone. But Shirabe saw right through that façade, and doesn’t want Kirika to hide her feelings. She wants to be there for Kirika, to be like a family to Kirika, so that they can be happy together.

I finally sent back my first reply in Japanese on Slowly! It took me around 3-4 hours to write this because a. I’m a beginner and b. I’m inefficent to my core :)

I look forward to seeing what they reply with

Translations:

I reaaaaalllly love you, Mako, and congratulations on your graduation.

Since I have been performing in Hakata this past month, I couldn't be there on the stage with you today, but I'm imagining your graduation while I write this letter. I also wonder how beautiful you look today.

When you first joined the group, the manager told me that a girl very similar to me was a 14th gen research student, and it was weird that I was worried before meeting with you.

Later on, while we were together in Yokoyama Team K, your voice came on the microphone and it was similar to mine while talking. I wondered if it was Mako. Do you remember?

The distance between us began to decrease with theater performances, tours, lessons, and team activities. That's when we started calling each other "Makoji" and "Cap".

When the teams changed and I said "There won't be a Makoji and Cap anymore" and you said "the Cap will always be the Cap". Those words stuck with me.

I wanted to be a beautiful and pretty older sister, but I loved Mako for giving me such kind words.

We had fun in AKB48, and of course I was happy, but you would never talk about the frustrating and painful things. You worked hard and you weathered the storm. Thank you for everything.

& thank you for shining while leading AKB48.

It will be lonely not being able to see you in AKB like before, but when you told me that you wanted to support AKB from the outside, the power of your words impressed me.

Whatever it is you want to do, you shouldface forward on that path, and walk at your own pace. Whatever you do, I will always be Mako's friend, and I will always cheer for you.

Your happiness is my happiness. From here on, you should have a lot of experiences and become a great adult.

Let's have conversations full of our dreams again.

Congratulations on your graduation.

AKB48 Team A Yokoyama Yui.

Original Text:

大大大好きなまっこじ、卒業おめでとう。

この1ヶ月は舞台で博多にいるので今日はそばにいられないのですが、卒業する真子の姿を想像しながらお手紙を書いています。今日も綺麗なんだろうなー。

加入してきた時にマネージャーさんから「凄く似てる子が14期研究生で入ってきたよ」と言われて、会う前から気になっていたのがこじまこでした。

のちのち、横山チームKで一緒になった時にはトークの時にマイクを通した声が似てて、「どっちが真子かなー」とかやったりしたね。覚えてるかな？

劇場公演とかツアーとかレッスンとかチームでの活動を通して凄く距離が縮まったよね。その頃から「まっこじ」「キャップ」という独特の呼び合いも始まりました。

チームが変わったので、「もう真子のキャップじゃないよー」と言うと「いや、キャップはずっとキャップなの」と言ってくれたこと、凄く嬉しくてずっと心に残っています。

美しく綺麗なお姉さんになっていきますが、ずーっと素直に生きていて素敵な言葉をかけてくれる、そんな真子が本当に大好きです。

AKB48で楽しいこと、嬉しいことはもちろん、表には出さないけど悔しいこととかつらいこととかもあったよね。よく頑張ったね。乗り切ったね。お疲れ様でした。

そしてAKB48を明るく引っ張ってくれて本当にありがとう。

今までみたいにAKBの現場で真子に会えないのは寂しいけど、卒業して外からAKB48を支えたいということを言ってくれた真子の言葉の力、強く、とても印象的でした。

真子がこれからやりたいこと、進みたい道にまっすぐに向き合って、真子のペースで歩んでね。どんなことがあっても真子の味方だし、いつまでも応援してるからね。

まっこじの幸せが私の幸せです。これからも色んな経験をして、さらに素敵な大人になってください。

またいっぱい叶えたい夢の話をしようね。

卒業おめでとう。

AKB48チームA 横山由依

Special thanks to @aneroph for the translations