When I first saw these photos of me, I started to hate myself even more that I already have for a long time. I meant to post these last night, but I was just too disgusted with myself. When I woke up this morning, a new train of thought came into my mind. Sure, Iβm a big guy. But not many people have seen big men motivated and initiated to run up for a call to arms. Being shot at (legally) by others with airsoft rifles is extremely motivating to get up and run. On last weight check, Iβve dropped 4 pounds. And thanks to my new friends with #TaskForceLeviathan, theyβre helping me level-up in ways I never thought possible. One things for certain, two things for sure, I am actually starting to like myself again, and THAT feels really good. (at Battalion Airsoft Arena) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiIsIDAOFFc/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
