Anna Duport -- I probably respect Anna the most, for good reason. She is the one in charge, she calls the shots, I have been following her lead for years. However, this kind of fucks up my brain sometimes, and I overthink and embarrass myself in front of her. I havenโt grown out of it for some infuriating reason. I used to be a teacherโs pet, but now, as a grown-ass adultโฆ Itโs not a crush. Itโd be easier if it was a crush actually. I canโt even say that sheโs scary, we just donโt click. But I do love her, and I wouldnโt choose anyone else to lead us on this mission. I justโฆ prefer having a buffer in the room instead of being alone with the captain. Maybe itโs the title that messes with me...
Anthony Keats -- The doctorโs great. I am more professional with him, and honestly try not to see him often just cause I want a clean bill of health. Besides, no one likes needles, right? But he is a good person, I trust him a lot, even look up to him. He sees all the nitty gritty, and with that god-awful virus, I was forced to open up to him. No one likes to be vulnerable, but a medical doctor sees it all. Maybe Iโd say this about anyone in this position, but I really wouldnโt choose anyone else to be our doc.
Ellis Rutherford -- Ellis is one of my best friends on the mission. Ever since day one, us smiling cheekily at one another, we clicked. Heโs so ridiculous, but we make each other laugh. We have similar non-work related interests, and heโs just an all around great guy to hang around with and talk to. His energy is very soothing to me. He listens to my conspiracy theories and chimes in, and even if I make something up he can spin anything to sound less bullshitted. Plus, he agrees with me on little green men.
Hal Pearson -- Hal and I donโt really work together--not that weโre unsymbiotic, but we physically arenโt nearby one another. I donโt dislike anyone on the mission, thereโs no room in this environment for such negativity, but heโs a bit rough around the edges. I have sympathy for him. Iโve just never extended the olive branch, which I feel bad about. I know he is very good at his job, I mean we got here safely. And it might lessen the impact when I say this about everyone, but yeah, I respect him.
Heath Abernathy -- I miss Heath. Weโve had our heads down since touchdown, each doing our own thing, but weโre still good friends. We justโฆ have such great conversations, he gets the creative juices in my brain flowing. I donโt ever feel like we tiptoe around one another. We donโt have to, as bad as this sounds, dumb down any of our terminology for one another. For example, in our free time we study the bioturbation on Remus. Heโll talk to me about fucking geoarchaeology. I am lucky to have him on the mission.
Ines Lundstrom -- I think of Ines as a comrade and coworker. Theyโre quiet, but I think I can forgive them for it more than some of the other crew members? I just value them on the team, and want them to know that I care about them, even though they prefer not to be touched. Ines is a very hard worker and works alongside Ellis, so I usually see them in passing. I think thatโs all they can handle of me, to be honest.ย
Jacob Campbell -- I love Jacob. He has helped improve my life in multiple ways, being my friend was only the beginning. His role is the communicator, and he has taught me verbal and nonverbal cues that, had I known decades ago, would have made my life a lot easier. We joke about being brothers since our common surnames are identical, but I really do see him as such. We are quite different, but he lets me be affectionate and in another world Iโd see him as intimidating, but I do... Cherish our friendship. I can be myself around him. I donโt worry about embarrassing myself, and he takes me as I am.
Julian Ventura -- Julianโs abrasive. I canโt say I dislike him, I just never got to know the guy. I donโt even avoid him, heโs just usually off doing his own thing. Iโm sure weโve smiled at each other beforeโฆ I just canโt pinpoint a single instance.
Nico Santana -- Okay, Nicoโs a mixed bag. Heโs quiet and snarky and??? A baby??? Heโs actually just a year younger than Ellis. Heโs also a teacherโs pet to Anna, itโs weird, I canโt really be in the same room as those two at the same time. Whatever. Heโs fine. We can talk just fine. I think I see him as a younger brother, and given that I am the younger of two, itโs just not something Iโm used to. After all these years. So I kind of push him away, which is uncharacteristic of me. I donโt know heโs just not my cup of tea. But I donโt hate him. Iโm sure he hates me though.
Nikolai Fayiz -- Nikolai is--was--harder to get close to. Like Julian, he is bristly and not who I would have initially called a friend. I always made sure to smile around Nik, and Iโm sure he hated being stuck in the same lab as me, butโฆ by the end, I could tell that he had softened up a little. Especially because we could talk about work so freely, he finally warmed up to me. I miss him, which, if youโd have told me that five years ago, Iโd have frowned and disbelieved.
Mhairi Walsh -- Mhairiโs an oddball, a ride, but she makes me smile. Sheโs so sincere and open and friendly, itโs nice because not everyone will tell you their life story. But sheโll talk to me when Iโm feeling extroverted, and she has a childish quality that is very warming. I find her easy to talk to, about personal items and work-related topics.
Savannah Kinsley -- Thankfully, by the time we landed on Remus, Savannah and I were on better terms than the beginning. Iโm sure when she first heard weโd be sharing a lab, she rolled her eyes, but I get her to smile sometimes now. It always sends a feeling of accomplishment, because, like many scientists, she is closed-off and keeps her head down. But by now, I can tell she likes me, and the crappy puns I makeโฆ on a daily basis. Savannah sleeps across the hall from me, and we work in the same lab, so we definitely see a lot of each other.ย
Sienna Palmer -- Sienna is one of the people I like the most. Sheโs always been so open and kind, and even if sheโs being my therapist, I always feel like sheโs a friend, first and foremost. Maybe Iโm being naive, but her smile definitely lights up the room. I feel like sheโs non judgmental, and it helps to get close to her.