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Studied the wrong things in all the right ways
The craft didn't die in Appalachia. They just learned to speak it's language in church.
*long, rabbit hole post ahead and sources in the comments*
I've been studying a lot about my ancestors, my roots, and how Appalachian north Georgia and east Tennessee built the spiritual framework it has today.
So naturally, I've been thinking about my granny a lot. She was called Granny long before she had grandchildren, and I'm finally starting to understand why. She was known for talking off warts. She would say a certain verse from the bible under her breath over the wart, and with a little time, it fell right off.
My grandparents were Pentecostal, and I was raised in a small, rural Church of God where my grandfather was the preacher and my grandmother was... Well, the first lady lol.
They believed in laying hands, speaking in tongues, very embodied worship. It was scary as a kid. It's intimidating to witness a spirit (The Holy Ghost) be called into a room and suddenly people are speaking an unknown language? Crying and dancing and shouting. If you've ever been to a church of God, you know what I mean lol. It's witchy as hell.
I'm not saying I necessarily believe in speaking in tongues and certainly not the framework it lives in. Plus, to call it witchcraft to my grandparents would have been blasphemy. But I think the two are closer than I realized.
I've spent a lot of time tracing where that instinct came from and how it survived. The instinct that had my devout aunt writing Bible verses and putting them in her shoe, my grandmother charming off warts and laying hands on the sick. This is what I found.
I've considered myself spiritually curious for most of my adult life. Now I'm 28, and I'm starting to look back at my own family line. My Irish and Scottish ancestors. I have a traceable lineage. Years of tradition to fall back on, to look up, to discover. That's an incredible thing when you're trying to find yourself in such a vast plane of spirituality.
But I was thinking about where we all come from, how we all got here. And I stopped.
Does my Black neighbor, the one I've known my whole life, even know her true family name? Can she trace her line back to her continent, her country, her region? Probably not past a certain point. And that point is a wound.
Christianity took from European pagans. That's real and it's valid and we're allowed to grieve it. But they did the same to Africa. And worse, they severed a chain of oral knowledge passed down from a time we, as Europeans, can't even fully comprehend. I'm not talking about your ancestors. I'm talking about the ancestors of your ancestors' ancestors. The first mother of humankind. That ancient. That deep.
All of that culture. All of that knowledge. Those beliefs, those traditions, those names for god.
Gone.
And yet I see my Black friends digging in anyway. Reconstructing, reclaiming, building from the fire of a lineage that predates almost everything we reference when we talk about "ancient."
So when we gather in our witchy spaces and talk about what was taken from us, zoom out. Look at all of history. Hold the full weight of it. And remember them too.

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moss grows over the screaming, broken parts of me until i'm nothing but cool viridian. the forest floor reclaims its own, and i'm happy to be taken in, returned to the earth. at least here, with the roots and the crawling things, i feel alive.
Getting back in the groove of things. A quick little mantis for your Saturday.
oh hey, it's me.