𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 • MASTERLIST • 𝐏𝐀𝚰𝐃 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝚰𝐍𝐆𝐒 • 𝐌𝐘 𝐊𝐎-𝐅𝚰

PILE ONE

I see that in this upcoming season something in your life is reaching its end. You are closing a difficult chapter, one that asked a lot from you emotionally and mentally. You'll suddenly realize how much weight you were carrying the whole time, and you'll begin to put this weight down. You may look back and understand how much you endured, how much you tolerated, how long you kept pushing through something that was draining you. How much it took for it to be over. This could be a relationship, a job, a project, a mindset, or a connection that has run its course. Perhaps you realized that something couldn't go on any longer, and you were the one who accepted that it was inevitable to put an end to it. Whatever it is, it feels like a chapter that demanded resilience from you for a long time. This ending may not feel easy. It can feel painful, heavy, and complex, even if you know deep down that it is necessary. Sometimes the hardest endings are the ones where you understand that something must stop, even though part of you is still attached to what it once meant to you. You are being asked to recognize the lessons that came from this chapter and to acknowledge that its purpose in your life has been fulfilled. There is a moment of acceptance. And although that realization can hurt, it is also the point where the cycle finally closes. You have been through a lot, even if you don't allow yourself to fully admit it. If you spend a long time surviving difficult situations, you can slowly normalize it or minimize your own endurance. Perhaps what is ending is something that was going to end anyway, but you feel it is painful because you find it difficult to adapt at first and find balance and harmony in your new life. But this phase of your life is showing you that the struggle you went through was real, and that the strength you used to keep going also deserves to be recognized. The good news is that the hardest part of that chapter is reaching its end. The transition into something new may not immediately feel comfortable. Letting go can bring a strange sense of emptiness at first. It's completely natural to experience a void when something leaves your life, even if it was painful. In this period you might feel like you are not supported, like you lack the resources, stability, or reassurance you wish you had while stepping into this new phase. There may be moments where you look at other people and feel like they are moving forward easily while you are the only one struggling to find your new place. Those feelings can make the beginning of a new chapter feel harder than expected. You might question whether you have what it takes to rebuild and doubt it can get better. The answer is yes, it will get better. But you need emotional adjustment before that. You are not being abandoned by life; you are moving through the uncomfortable space between an ending and a beginning. During this time you may also experience some conflict around you. There could be disagreements, tension with others, or situations where you feel like you have to compete for opportunities. At moments it may feel chaotic, like your attention is being pulled to different directions. This challenge will bring you the chance to reorhanize your life. These challenges are forcing you to stand up for yourself in ways you may not have done before. They push you to define who you are outside of the ending phase. When life becomes noisy and conflicting, you are forced to ask yourself: What actually matters to me? What do I want now that this chapter is over? What direction feels true for me moving forward?

The good news are that after the endings, the struggle, and the confusion, this upcoming season carries the beginning of a new opportunity in your life. It may start small. You could begin learning something new, starting a project, investing your time in a skill, receiving an opportunity connected to work or personal development. Or suddenly a new interest captures your attention and leads you to learn and discover yourself. No matter what it is, in this upcoming season, your energy will return to yourself after a time of struggle. You start reinvesting your strength into building something for your future. This season is asking you to approach the new beginning with openness. You do not need to rush or prove anything immediately. What matters is allowing yourself to explore what this new path could become. The struggles you faced are shaping a wiser, stronger version of you. And as you move through this season, you will slowly come out of it feeling more grounded, more self-aware, and more capable.

PILE TWO

You'll necessarily begin this season with a sense of confusion and mental fog. This is because you are still trying to understand the truth about something in your life, but you aren't sure about having the answers yet. There is something you keep thinking about, replaying in your mind, trying to piece together what it means. You may feel like you are searching for clarity, like there is a puzzle in front of you, but a few important pieces are still missing. Because of that, it can feel frustrating at times, like you want to understand something but you are not able to yet. You may also feel somewhat held back during this time. You are not incapable or stuck forever, but you do not want to act unless your mind and thoughts feel clear. There is a part of you that wants to move forward, maybe start something new or take a step in a different direction, but another part of you is questioning everything. You may wonder if you are good enough, if you are smart enough, or if you might somehow mess things up if you act too quick. These doubts can make you hesitate, even when a part of you is curious about what could happen next.

At the same time, you are not someone who wants to act impulsively. You would rather pause, reflect, and observe what is happening around you before making a move. In this new season, you are stepping back from the situation so you can see it from a different perspective. When you do this, you start noticing things that you might not have seen before. Because you were too emotionally involved then, now that you are not, you start noticing small details, patterns in people’s behavior, or truths about yourself that were harder to recognize before. There is also this feeling in the back of your mind that there might be another way to approach things. You may be thinking, maybe there is a better way I can do this. Maybe there is a path that is more aligned with who I really am, or a way of handling this situation that feels wiser and more thoughtful. This process of questioning and reflecting is actually helping you, so you avoid repeating old mistakes. You don't want to be stuck in anything that isn't right for you, so instead of rushing, this time you allow yourself to understand. As this process unfolds, you start things slowly, and everything begins to make sense. Your thoughts become more organized, and you begin to see the situation in all its lights. The clarity you gain now helps you move forward later with more confidence. This upcoming season may feel like a period of watching, thinking, and gaining clarity and perspective. You are waiting for things to click, and that's actually wise. Because inside of you, something important will take place, and you'll become more perceptive and aware. By the time you are ready to move forward, you will not be the same person who felt lost at the beginning of this season. You will have a clearer mind, a stronger sense of direction, and a deeper understanding of yourself and the situation you are facing. And because of that, when you finally take your next step, it will come from a place of awareness, which ultimately puts you in a much stronger position to move forward and feel renewed.

PILE THREE

This upcoming season seems to open a space in your life where your emotions begin to surface in a new and unfamiliar way. Your heart is slowly becoming more open to life, and you are starting to find yourself loving yourself and the world around you more. You may start noticing emotions rising to the surface that you had not allowed yourself to feel before. In this upcoming season, you are softening, becoming more receptive, and more beautiful from the inside out. You are reconnecting with the emotional side of yourself that wants closeness, authenticity, and real connections. But this also comes with some complexity. When your heart begins to open, you face everything that was buried, all the meanings, and all the profound uncertainty you had before. You might find yourself questioning what you are feeling or wondering if you can trust the signals coming from within you. This upcoming season, you'll get a new understanding of your intuition. Your intuition will appear to you as subtle feelings, impressions, and sensations that are difficult to explain logically. Because of that, you may experience moments where you are unsure whether what you are sensing is real or whether your mind is filling in the gaps with doubt. You may find yourself trying to read between the lines of situations or people, trying to understand deeper emotional meanings, and overanalyzing everything that is not immediately obvious. There may be moments when you feel like something important is happening, but you cannot grasp it. This can create a sense of emotional ambiguity; part of you feels drawn toward something while another part of you remains cautious, waiting for more clarity before allowing yourself to trust the experience. There may be situations or people in your life that bring up questions about security as well. Someone in your life who once seemed dependable or grounded may appear less certain than you expected. They may show inconsistencies in their behavior, emotional availability, or ability to provide the kind of stability you hoped for. This can be unsettling, especially if you naturally look for reliability and safety in the people or environments around you. In some ways, this experience may also reflect deeper concerns within yourself and trigger questions about your own sense of stability. You'll wonder whether you are emotionally secure and whether you have the resources to support yourself. Because emotions are so active during this time, your mind may also become very busy trying to process everything. You might notice yourself thinking about certain situations repeatedly, replaying conversations in your head, analyzing what people meant or what they might have been feeling. This can create moments of anxiety or mental exhaustion, especially if you cannot quiet your thoughts. You'll naturally face overwhelm because your emotions are more intense during this time. Your mind may try to protect you by overanalyzing every detail, hoping that if you think about something long enough, you will eventually find certainty. But emotional experiences do not always follow logic, and sometimes the answers arrive slowly through lived experience and facts. When your heart opens, and your fears surface at the same time, you are being allowed to see yourself more clearly. The worries, doubts, and insecurities that appear during this period are not random. They are pointing to the deeper parts of yourself that are asking for understanding, compassion, and healing. Through this season, you may begin to notice patterns in how you respond to vulnerability, how you handle uncertainty in relationships or emotional connections, and what truly makes you feel safe. These realizations can be uncomfortable, but they also help you develop a more honest relationship with your own emotions and needs.

So while this period may feel mentally and emotionally intense, that means your emotional world is expanding, and with that expansion comes the task of learning how to navigate it with awareness. At the end, you'll develop a deeper understanding of who you are, how you feel, and what kind of emotional experiences are aligned with your well-being.

Thank you so much for your energy. Overall, I noticed a lot of similarities between the piles, which makes me feel that this upcoming season may be emotionally and mentally intense for many of you. It might seem like a period where your feelings and thoughts become louder, and it might not be the easiest season, but it's definitely one that will shape you and carry a bunch of necessary growth. I hope this message gave you something to reflect on and that it was helpful in some way <3

What Does Your Crush Think of You?

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Option 1

Nine of Pentacles, King of Wands, Five of Pentacles, Ace of Wands, Six of Swords, King of Swords, and The Empress

They see you as someone very beautiful, creative, empowered, and full of light. Someone who naturally shines and stands out with qualities that are uniquely yours.

You overflow with feminine energy wherever you go.

They feel deeply drawn to you, almost like gravity pulling them in. It’s as if they can’t escape your charm, so they stay close to your orbit; this is the only way they feel they can be near you without being too obvious.

They see you as someone nurturing, someone who has the ability to heal them.

There is strong desire here; they think about you often and may act flirtatious at times because they want you to notice them.

They appear confident, but they don’t always like to show their emotions and often remain calm and composed around you.

This person has gone through some kind of disappointment that made them emotionally cold or distant in romantic relationships. Still, they feel you have the power to free them and help them open a door that has been closed for a long time.

They really want to get closer to you.

Option 2

Ten of Wands, Six of Swords, Ace of Wands, Three of Pentacles, The Chariot, Queen of Wands

I sense that there may have been some distance between you either physical distance or a change in location.

You may have worked together, and someone here either quit or was unfairly let go.

This person thinks about you and enjoys imagining you or remembering the time when you worked together on a project. Some of you may have met at school, or that period of life feels especially meaningful to them.

They will look for a way to come back into your life, perhaps planning a visit. They may act casual or even a bit cold, pretending to be uninterested, but this is only so you won’t notice how much they truly care.

They see you as both sweet and wild. They love your sense of humor, your outlook on life, and the way you spread your creativity and kindness into the world.

They see you as very powerful (like a goddess) so magnetic that sometimes they can’t take their eyes off you.

This person will be looking for you very soon.

Option 3

Nine of Swords, Five of Swords, Death, The Empress, Nine of Cups, Five of Cups, and The Sun

You may have gone through a period that made you feel like you weren’t enough. There may have been anxiety and a lot of confusion within this collective, with negative thoughts that wouldn’t let go.

Some of you may have even experienced migraines or intense headaches as a result of this mental and emotional stress.

But don’t worry, you are now going through a deep transformation that will empower you and help you rise out of the rut that situation left behind.

You are being asked to release everything that reminds you of that painful period. Remember, it happened so you could learn. Now, give things time and keep only the lessons.

The sun will rise very soon, bringing you good news, and new love interests will be entering your life.

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Decks Used: Ritual Tarot By Tiera May, and The Kali Oracle by Alana Fairchild.

Pile 1:

Tarot: Devil (RX), Five of Wands (RX), Three of Wands (RX), Queen of Cups (RX), Ace of Wands, The Tower and The Star. 

Oracle: 43. Gauri Devi, 35. Kalika Tantrika, 36. Artha of Kali. 

Tarot: There’s something to do with your homework. Like a ton of homework, and there is a sense of dissociation attached to productivity. There’s also something to do with family work, so you could work with family or have something to do with a family business and you're swamped and choosing family work over homework. You are being called to rebalance your life, so for example: if you are choosing family work over your future obligation with schooling, just because the family work makes you immediate money; you are being called to choose the future over immediate success. Mainly because you need to get out of there and if you squander your future for the present, especially for and in a place you don’t and should not stay in long term it’s basically like shooting yourself in the foot and expecting to win a marathon. I would also stay away from a scorpio or pisces feminine, so if there’s a friend or guardian type of figure, I’m hearing, aunt,  for some of you who is choosing to spend time with you. She/they may make you feel special but she has interior motives, meaning she’s not as honest as she would like to make you believe. Kind of like seeing your youth and hating it because she sees your life and sees your potential and she didn’t have your potential because she didn’t believe in it for herself. Or her parents didn’t. That’s pretty common for an older generation, especially a woman or feminine. There’s also a romantic occupancy? I am not sure why I am seeing this occupation sign? Like in the middle of a lake, not saying you have no expectancy for a romantic future, we’re all bound to at some point. Yeah, stop believing that you aren’t bound to be with someone romantically or intimately because we’re humans and that's how life works. We have intimate experiences, and share our bodies and hearts with someone who is deserving eventually. Experiences meant to reach and find you, will. That’s it, that's all. No more hub bub about dating, and romance. If you aren’t in a relationship currently you weren’t meant to be. That’s that’s all. Thanks so much for reading! Check the extended reading for the oracle section of your message! Located on my patreon, link in my bio. 

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Pile 2:

Tarot: The fool’s journey (RX), The Wheel of Fortune, Justice, Six of Cups, The Lovers (RX) and the Two of Pentacles. 

Oracle: 42. Kali Kalmasa Nasini, 27. Sri Bala, 10. Kundalini Shakti and clarified by 17. Blue Tara.

Tarot: So there is not a sweet way to deliver this message at all, it’s like an empty honey bear. My care is found within the container of the message and not so much the content. You are already aware of the content. It’s not really great, I am just the messenger here to sound like a friend, that’s all. Okay. Phew. Let’s begin with this relationship. Um, not to be the bearer of terrible news, but this person isn’t for you to put it simply. Not to sound like a broken record but they're not ready for a relationship with someone like you. Not in a way that builds you up and tears your partner down, but like in a, “They are lacking fundamental romantic and basically baseline human emotional function and read like a sociopath.” type of way. So, yeah. Um. Let’s move on to the bettering aspect of immediately providing yourself with relief. You need to stop saying no to friends, and family just because your partner does not like you being separate from each other. Red flagsssssssss. God, okay they suck. You deserve a human being as a partner not an abuser who goes against humanity. Partners add, they do not suck you dry and make you a husk of a being. There’s also something to do with a sister? Yeah, a sister figure in your life who is married? Check in with her and ask her about being seventeen and in a relationship with Justin or Christopher? Ask her if she is married because wants to be or because she expected to be? Want is more important than expectation. Expectation is rooted in fear of the unknown, which ultimately leads you to unhappy marriages and divorce. The unknown allows for the best surprises to come your way, and honestly as humans we are not supposed to know everything. So break up with your partner, have intimacy safely for fun, and do not expect to be anything but yourself. Embody who you are truthfully and not only will the right person come your way but you will find yourself loving who you are without a romantic attachment. 

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Pile 3:

Tarot: The nine of pentacles, two of cups clarified by the five of wands (RX). King of cups, the chariot and the six of wands (RX), knight of cups (RX). 

Oracle: 15. Mahavidya clarified by 22. Dhumavati, 23. Bagalamukhi and 7. Dakshina clarified by 5. Guna Tantrika.

Tarot: Nine of pentacles being upright is really good, except it’s clarified by the two of cups rx and the five of wands rx. So there is a notion of reassurance, I need to provide to you. Mainly because there isn’t really much else to say. Frankly your connection isn’t terrible but it also isn’t let’s say what you deserve. Like you need more support, you shouldn’t be single in a partnership. And there’s no conflict, but that also reads to me as no sensual conflict. So there may be more sensuality than actually partnership. Because you’re coming through here as very dominantly sovereign which is good, but not good as the only alternative when you have an extra human who can and should be providing you with support and taking the load off of your back. So yeah, communicate first, and if that doesn’t work, break up. So see if they are willing to do more and if they do it consistently not just once, it’s going to be fine. But they aren’t really your greatest match. You deserve everything you want. So don’t settle if they eventually stop doing the BASIC things they should be doing in a relationship. Cause you’re not a project, and you’re not a chore and no one in love with you will treat you that way. 

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Pile 4:

Tarot: The hanged man, strength (RX), Death (RX), The Eight of Cups, Lust, Justice and The lovers (RX). 

Oracle: 10. Kundalini Shakti, 39. Moksha of Kali, 2. Vishvamata. 

Tarot: Okaayyyy. Let’s not. Right. Okay. Um. Let’s just say that we need to put down the intimate experiences with others. And pick up some self pleasuring motives and ideations and actions in order to be sane? Celibacy. That’s what’s coming through for you. So yeah. Um not much else to say here. Lmao. Anyways, Check the extended reading for the oracle section of your message! Located on my patreon, link in my bio. 

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