#tangledtheserieskin

i love Rapunzel so much. And eugene i love them both so much they're my partners and are amazing <3.

I miss raps alot though- I mis them both so much- but raps especially. My sunshine, my sunflower, I can't begin to explain how weird it is to not have you by my side in this life. It feels like something is missing, I always wake up and hope to see a glimpse of your yellow hair (your hairs such a bright ass yellow my god my eyes /LH) before I end up rolling over and going riiight back to sleep and knocking into Eugene. But I don't. And it really sucks, because I always have such vivid memories of laying in your warmth(s) and neither of you are here. I don't know if you ever will be, my memories are foggy besides that, and I'm much to anxious to look myself.

I'm pretty sure I only had one Canon timeline, however i experience two parts of that life, if that makes sense.

In a way, a part of me feels like It's still at the ending of the show, that that's where it stopped. But I have certain faint memories of the vat7k au. For example the enteral library, or Hugo, or my friends in general.

I dont know how to properly explain it, but I hope I'm understandable.

I dont have alot of small, specific memories. I remember calling Hugo for emerald, I think it started as a way for me to go "oh i can't be bothered to learn your name" cause..petty, even if I secretly always knew, obviously. But he called sapphire, or some other blue stone atleast once and now its just.. kinda developed into a nickname. Not even for teasing anymore, I just really associate him with emerald /pos.

As I said, I'd be open to anyone! I think just by my call its kinda obvious I miss Hugo alot, but I do miss everybody else too! My friends, the people from my home town, etc.

Please interact if you're from my source(s), or if you wanna talk in general <3

I don't really actively remember a lot from my time as Varian... (most of my mems seem to pop in, fade away, then pop back in randomly...) but I regret not slowing down or being more cautious when my dad or anyone else said too... I hate remembering how confident I was, even if I WAS smart I was still only human. I should've gotten LESS ambitious rather than MORE ambitious. But I didn't, and it kind of messed with stuff... The Flynnolium is only one poor example... there were many, MANY other failed, kind of idiotic experiments that actually HURT people because I got too bold.

So I guess if anything, I regret how "bold" I was in my experimentation. Or at least the fact that I didn't practice alchemy somewhere more remote... like, maybe it would've been fine if it wasn't so close to Corona... but... it was so... I can't change that now...

– A Varian [Tangled the Series] kin 🧪⚡️