I've been looking to fill this void with these losers but all I've successfully achieved was more and more heartbreak. I’ve let them manipulate me when I was in my darkest times of my life. Negative thoughts about myself have tried to infiltrate my mind but fuck that. Today I decided to that I matter more. They don't deserve me and I'm not their toy. I've been accepted into school so I'm going to build my way back up by myself and for myself. I will be greedy and selfish. I have nobody to please or satiate...and the rest can all go to hell.