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it was NEVER supposed to be this way.
when they were boys it was simple. they were friends, they were brothers, they stuck together and got into trouble together, both pig headed, both a little reckless. they were SUPPOSEDÂ to be together in all this.
in the beginning poe dameron thought he understood. SNOKEÂ had gotten his greasy ugly hands on a boy with potential and poisoned him. he held on to what little hope he had left, listened to leiaâs assurances that they could get ben back... and the longer he waited the harder it got to keep on hoping. HOPE was a skill he would one day master, but not then.
and then there was JAKKU. the first time theyâd seen each other since everything fell apart and it was like coming across a stranger. the mask couldnât hide what poe knew was underneath - only a boy from the past - and he knew better than to believe his face could bring ben back, but that didnât stop the hurt and betrayal when it happened.Â
poe hoped he wouldnât see kylo ren on this planet. he hoped he wouldnât have to come face to face with him again and be reminded of BEN SOLO and what they shouldâve been. but it was never that SIMPLE. it was never that EASY. he isnât surprised at all when he finds kylo - ben - standing just twenty feet away. as always, poe puts up his defenses. he doesnât even have his blaster.