my brain and mental state MIGHT be doing a petulant freefall for many reasons, some of which i have yet to decipher, but two of my coworkers complimented me on being extremely articulate and nice to listen to in meetings so it all evens out π

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my brain and mental state MIGHT be doing a petulant freefall for many reasons, some of which i have yet to decipher, but two of my coworkers complimented me on being extremely articulate and nice to listen to in meetings so it all evens out π

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*holds myself at swordpoint* its going to be FINE and youre going to be FINE, you ANXIOUS SHIT.
Tag game!
rules: name 7 comfort films and tag 7 people
tagged by the excellent @yfere. I am eternally terrible at these but always appreciate the tag :D
also be forewarned i. dont watch movies. my accursed brain does Not like the idea of sitting down for 2 hours. Too long for one sitting, too short for rabbit holes. A majority of these movies will .... not be cinematic classics, probably. And most aren't "comfort watches" as much as "i watched this and i recall actually enjoying it for one reason or another".
1. Lego Movie Two listen listen listen this movie. This movie is Dumb and I wont make any excuses otherwise but its the kind of dumb where you go in expecting a corny lego movie and you come out like "why the fuck was that so corny and ACTUALLY funny and ACTUALLY good." also.. . ... a good soundtrack. this movie has a special place in my heart. genuine comfort movie.
2. Spiderverse Im sure people much more eloquent than I have written essays on this movie but what can I say. Its Good and Gorgeous and Bright Colors and Interesting Characters and Nice Big Cool Scenes and Good Music Also Sync With Colors. Good. Excellent. Makes Brain Happy.
3. Totoro Studio Ghibli, hey? Studio Ghibli. also set off that lifelong desire to lie on a Totoro's tummy. One can only dream.
4. Oceans 8. YES this movie has very minimal conflict and is like 50% the recruitment scenes and Women Doing Cool Shit. YES i like my "action" movies with minimal actual tension. NO i will not be taking questions at this time.
5. Detective Pikachu. Plot wise? eeeehhhhhhhhh pretty bad. But seeing the pokemon visualized? cool as hell. Torterra scene? Cool as HELL. (love me some island sized turtles). 10/10 specifically for letting me vividly imagine having pokemon.
6. Palm Springs I was not expecting to enjoy this as much as I did. The cinematography is excellent (All Hail Quyen Tran) and the character dynamics are interesting and the movie doesnt take itself too seriously but manages to be genuine at points and. Idk. Good vibes. Neat as fuck.
7. TGWDLM Does a recorded musical count as a movie? I dont think so. ... but either way, I think I've casually rewatched it enough times that I can count it. I might not be falling down that specific rabbit hole anymore, but I still get the residual dopamine from it, which, lbr, is all ya need.
I..... don't think i have 7 moots on this tumblr, but uh, tagging the ones I have:
@walnut-extractor @soul-music-is-life @hufflefluff-and-apple-pie
and anyone else who see this and wants to do it. no idea why you're here but im flattered? i think?
apparently all you need to get a break from general depression and anxiety so bad that you've had ongoing chest pain and severe nausea for 4 days straight, is to be gifted a set of three katanas and a set of sharpening stones?
seriously though, i dont think ive had this much serotonin at once for the past 8 months. but rn i have successfully freehand sharpened a kitchen knife on a whetstone, and have a functional (if not sharp) katana on my hip. i feel unbelievably powerful. this is fantastic.
me, vaguely watching the coronavirus panic finally hit my school, flights to europe getting banned, more high profile infected people getting sick: okay, logically speaking its not the end of the world.
also me: fuck the apocalypse is gonna hit and i never learned emergency medicine and also maybe i should come out to my parents
also me: no like the world isnt ending. seriously. you still have to study for your exam tomorrow.
still me: ...man i cant believe the world is ending and i still have to fucking study haskell

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every day im saying things. and unfortunately people are hearing them. and then sometimes even remembering them.
well the 16 hour days ive been working dont feel good but! the moments where things actually work is euphoric and make everything worth it actually! <- (girl who is definitely not actively burning herself out)
alas, pour one out, folks, my mothers fear that i was dating that one guy she didn't like has finally been overpowered by wondering if im dating anyone. it was a good (9) year run but we've exited gaslight and are entering the gatekeep era, boys (gatekeeping knowledge of my gayness, to be clear)