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Hello! I said this is my favorite part, but I didn’t have time to finish it, so the next one will hopefully be the best one, because that’s the one I like the most (so far). But I hope y’all will like this one too.

Part 1: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/162440799402/that-album

Part 2: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/162487913687/that-album-part-2

Part 3: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/162839150932/that-album-part-3

Part 4: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/162876753722/that-album-part-4?is_related_post=1

Part 5: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/163046959457/that-album-part-5

Part 6: https://jackieswift.tumblr.com/post/163180508312/that-album-part-6?is_related_post=1

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July 13th

*Taylor’s pov*

Ellie was coming over today and I couldn’t stop thinking about her relationship to Adam. Maybe our relation would be destroyed or changed, just because loser Taylor still have feelings left for her ex, that ex who probably don’t care about me at all.

The day she introduced us, wow. I can still remember it like it was yesterday. We fell in love right away. From the moment my eyes met his I knew he was the one. And he felt the same. Almost like it was a fairytale. My fairytale only needed a happy ending now. I had worked with my new album for some time and I was really happy and proud over it. The only problem was that it didn’t have that happy ending. Something was missing, and I knew it probably was that romantic fantastic song I would write if I ever got back together with Adam. But I don’t know if I can wait that long. My fans are writing about TS6 everywhere, so I have to finish it pretty soon. They’re expecting an album this year, maybe in the end of next year, but getting him back could take me years. And who knew if it even was possible?

I got a text saying “I’m here” from Ellie so I went down stairs to the door and opened it just before she had time to ring the bell. I hugged her for almost a minute. I had missed her so much. “Hey, how are you?” I asked when we pulled back. “I’m really good, almost everything is going well right now” she told me. We walked in and then up the stairs. I showed her the room she could sleep in over the night. She left her things there and then we walked down to my living room.

I couldn’t help wondering what was wrong in her life. Her tour went great, now she had lots of festivals, her new music sounds amazing, she’s having a shoe collection, she’s more fit than I’ll ever be, she’s looking really pretty and she have Caspar. So what did she miss in her life?

“So I know you’re all healthy and stuff...so I baked us some bars, all natural and healthy. And then I bought a lot of fruit so we can make a fruit salad tonight. So do you wanna try my bars?” I asked. I had never baked this once before so I was really excited over it. “Yeah sure” she answered.

I walked to the kitchen, put some of them on a plate, made some tea and then walked back to her. “Netflix?” I asked her. “If we forget about the and chill part” she joked. I giggled. “Yeah, sorry girl, but my heart belongs to somebody else.”

A second after the words came out from my mouth I immediately regretted it. I sat down next to her on my couch, just waiting for the question. “Well, I’m happy if Joe makes you happy.” was all she said.

We put on a movie and I started feeling really bad. I didn’t tell her, it was almost like lying. And she was one of my best friends. And honesty is one of the most important things in life. I paused the movie, just in the ending. “Hey what are you doing?” Ellie asked. Obviously more focused on the movie then me. “I’m not together with Joe. He’s just a friend” I said and then paused to see her reaction.

“Okay…(?)” she almost asked. “I just wanted you to know.” I said. She seemed totally fine with it. I started the movie again, turned my eyes back to the screen and then on her. She had a smooth smile. “What is it?” I asked. Wondering why she was this happy. “Nothing” was all she answered, but kept smiling like that until the movie ended.

“It was a beautiful movie” I said, glad that I had seen it before, because of the fact that I couldn’t focus when we watched it. “Yeah, but a bit boring too. I mean I used to see love like that in real life. But I guess it’s more romantic on the movies, because they always take the other back and yeah you know” she said.

I saw that as a hint. She was talking about Adam and I, or wasn’t she? Maybe it was just one of a million of the other thoughts I was having about him every day. He’s always there in my mind. Adam would love this shirt, if Adam and I ever get back to together, at our wedding, our future kids, ahhh it was like I was obsessed with him. How could it possible stop? Could I even make it stop? Or would I think about him every day for the rest of my life?

“Did you know Adam wrote a song about me?” I asked, just to bring it up when we were talking about love. She looked at me a bit worried and answered “Yeah, what did you think?”

I looked down for a moment, I had to answer something smart, because I didn’t want to say I LOVE ADAM WILES, because I didn’t knew how she would take that, and I wasn’t even sure I was ready for her or other people to know. I mean Abi knew, and Joe too. Well, Austin and my parents had probably figured it out too, but otherwise no one knew.

I then looked up at her and said “Isn’t it weird that he was like hey I love you and adore you the first second and was flirting with his ex the other? I mean, maybe I really dodged a bullet.” She didn’t look too happy when I said it. “Well, he didn’t even answer my text, so I probably did” I added.

“Wait, what? You texted him? Why?” Elli almost screamed out. “I….I…” I knew I went too far. “I just wanted to know why he never told me, because maybe that would have saved our relationship.”

“You care about him…..So you still like him, huh?” Ellie asked. “No” I said and could feel my cheeks blush. Omg I was like a teenager all over again. “Taylor, you still have feelings for Adam. Why don’t you just go back to him? I loved you two together” she answered.

“Well, it doesn’t matter if I have feelings for him or not” I looked down at the ground, because I wanted to hide that my eyes started tearing up. “He’s in love with Aarika. I threw it away and now it’s gone forever. It probably just wasn’t meant to be” I said.

Ellie hugged me. “I’m sorry honey” she said. And a few tear fell down my cheeks. I felt too emotional, but on the other hand, who could blame me? He should have been a better man, but I should have been a better woman too. He didn’t cheat or anything like that, so it’s not just his fault our relationship ended. But if he only had told me, instead of pushing my love away. If he only had told me he loved me and wanted me to stay, I would have.

We made some dinner, sat down outside on my balcony and just talked for awhile, I played her some of my new songs, she played me a few of her newest songs and then we went to bed. Elena knew my secret about Adam, but she hadn’t told me he was single or anything like that, so I guess she knew that it was something serious between Adam and that girl. It broke my heart, but I was happy she was the one who told me, because she was the one who started it, now she had been the one who ended it.

July 14th, evening

“Thank you so much for letting me stay here and for two amazing days.”  Ellie said. “Well you’re always welcome in my homes, you know that. And it was really nice to catch up. We have to see each other soon” I said when I hugged her goodbye.

We pulled back from each other and just when I’m about to say goodbye she answers “You know actually, I have some festivals now. And I would love if you came to at least one of them. And yeah you could hang backstage, so no one will see you and take pictures of you.”

I thought about it for a second. I had been so busy lately. I hadn’t been to one of Ellie’s shows in forever, so why not? “Sure! Just tell me a date.”

“I have one in Russia, one in Romania, one in Poland, well what do you say about coming to my show in the UK? It’s the easiest, I guess.”

UK would be so much easier than the others, I loved it there, they have cute boys, and a lot of my friends are living there so I could do lots of things if Ellie can’t hang out with me the whole time.

“Perfect, text me all the info and I’ll be there” I answered and we hugged each other goodbye one last time.

*Ellie’s pov*

When I walked to my car from Taylor’s house I had millions of thoughts in my head. Adam had feelings for Taylor and Taylor had feelings for Adam. Now I just have to get Adam to my show in the UK too. And there, well they just have to get back together, somehow.

I took up my phone from my purse when I got to my car and clicked on message and then Adam :D. “When will you be in the United Kingdom the next time?”

I got an answer pretty quick “I don’t know, why do you ask?”

Because Adam freaking Wiles I’m trying to be a matchmaker, I wish I could have answered, but of course I couldn’t. So instead I answered “Can you come and watch me play August 19th? I miss the two of us hanging out backstage and just having lots of fun!”

“I have a festival, sorry. But we have to do that sometime.”

Seriously? He had a gig and that one gig would make him unhappy for the rest of his life. What could I do now? I basically told Taylor that Adam was with Aarika, just to make it a surprise and so they could hit it off much easier, but now….what if she decided to finally move on or something? What if he has too many gigs? I thought I had everything planed out, but apparently I hadn’t.

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