#superdumb

Well, I am officially back at college, and things seemed to be going just fine, and it’s only day 2 of college. 

I’ve already almost had 2 anxiety attacks. Both today. 

There’s certain things that are going on around me that I just don’t know how to handle, and some situations where I go around and I have to walk on eggshells. That’s not something that I like to do, nor do I think that people should have to deal with that. 

Honesty is something that I’ve tried very hard to always maintain, even when it’s super hard to say the things that I need to. I’d rather have people hate me for a couple days for telling the truth than hate me forever for lying. 

College is going good though, besides those other factors that are around me, and I’m happy with my roommates. Though I do miss being home, and I miss the comfort of my cat, but soon I’ll be back with her, and I’ll be okay again! 

Not that I’m not okay. I just seem to be more anxiety prone without my little purring soother. That’s okay though. They are deemed therapeutic, and that to me is wonderful. 

This is disgusting