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you are the universe | h.rae, sunflower ghost

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received 'sunflower ghost' by @universalmemoir just now. another read i am greatly looking forward to.
"I may use that in SELS for journal reflections or something. She is astounding. She can sell a lot of those if she wanted, she's very talented." -my teacher. you're welcome :)
pardon me as i scream into a pillow. please thank her ever so much from me 💛
your book arrived !!!!! ive flipped thru it a little bit and it seems lovely !!! so happy for you, hope you make more in the future !
ahh thank you so so much!! it means the world ❤️
you’re my favorite thing to think about
my guilty pleasure to dream about
and although i’m better off without you
i love the high too much
you’re the reason i stay up all night
too in love to quench the light
it’s a losing fight to let you go
i love the high too much
so why’d it have to be you?
of all the stars in the sky
why’d you have to find me?
send me to burn, i should have learned
after the thousands that went before
of all the light in the world
why’d you choose to dim me?
not all stars still shine // h.rae

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I love your work, and I was so excited when I found Sunflower Ghost! I'm sorry if I've missed a post, but I'd love to hear what your process of writing and publishing a book was like? Do you have any advice for aspiring poets and writers, especially those who hope to become published one day? Thank you!
thank you beautiful 💛 i hope you enjoy SG as much as i enjoyed creating it.
my process was pretty simple: compile the writing i loved, carefully edit, format, and make the poems flow together as cohesively as possible. it went fast for me, but it was something i needed to do, so i did it. i may not ever be famous but i don’t regret an instant of the work i put into it.
my best advice? write. write when your heart is full and when it is heavy. write when you’re bored and when you’re busy. write in a meeting when your mind wanders. write in the morning when you’re bleary eyed and hopeful. write at midnight when you’re low and wrapped in your last thoughts. write. create.
one day you’ll look back and see that your work wrote itself. then show the world.
take this as you will, in all its sappiness - but i can say wholeheartedly that it worked for me.
questions i’d like to ask you
did i really hurt you enough to shut you up?
how does it feel to leave me without closure?
how do you remember me?
was it really that easy to move on?
i have regrets, do you?
am i the one you blame?
do you still worry about me?
have you realized i’m not coming back?
do you understand why i left now?
do you miss me like i miss you?
am i your best or worst memory?
do you realize that it ripped me apart too?
do you regret telling me to leave if you became toxic?
do you remember all those secrets i told you?
can you forget them please?
you don’t read these, do you? // h.rae
you’re broken. take your time. cellophane tape can’t do anything for your shattered skin, so allow your wounds to breathe into the open air until they fade into scars. i know breathing feels like pushing a weight off of your heart, in and out, and it would be easier to stop breathing than bear this, but hold on. hold on, love. the whisper of your doubt was meant to prepare you, to make the loneliness easier to bear, and all along this finite path you found pieces of yourself. although this door is closing you made it through in time. your heart is home now. it will keep you company. // h.rae