Oof I just saw your post so HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY π₯³
If you're still accepting requests, I'd like one with "I'm really sorry" + Jude litg x fem reader
I know we'll have like few more days but I need to see him begging for forgiveness asap π§π»ββοΈ
thank u sm! π₯Ή sorry this is a bit late and if the pacing seems off, the heat has been beating my ass
I wrote this as a main villa li x mc, as opposed to specifically jude x mc, since fusebox writes like that themselves lol. but it's also so that everyone can read this while imagining it's their li I guess?? I hope you don't mind and that you enjoy it!
all stars main li (chen/henri/jude/lyle) x female!reader
Youβre nervous. Youβre about to enter the main villa again after being in casa amor for a few days. Realistically you know you have nothing to worry about. The two of you were the strongest couple before casa. Not that thatβs a great accomplishment given the state of the other couples, but the strongest couple nonetheless. Aside from the pool mishap, which you explained in the letter you wrote him before you were whisked away to casa amor. So why are you so nervous?
Youβre the last girl to walk out. Youβd asked the others to wish you luck, to which they all said you wouldnβt need it. But as you're walking down the steps towards the firepit, you donβt miss the looks of pity in their eyes as you join them. You can feel your stomach starting to churn, everything in you is telling you to turn around and just walk away, save yourself the heartache of what youβre about to witness.Β
But you donβt. You force yourself to keep your head up high and your back straight. You look him right in the eye.Β
And thatβs when you see it.Β
βNo. Fucking. Way.β Your eyes are locked in on his hand clasped in hers.Β
Her.Β
Uma.
Somehow, he seems just as surprised as you. He starts making his way over to you but he doesnβt get very far with her deathgrip pulling him back, βBabe, Iβmββ
βDonβt.β You start walking away, βYou donβt get to call me that anymore.β
βWait!β He wrenches his hand from hers, βPlease let me explain!β
You stop so abruptly he bumps into you. βI actually canβt believe you,β Taking a step back, you cross your arms. βWhen I was accused of cracking on behind your back you believed them, even though I have only had eyes for you from the moment we met. When the PDA awards happened you wouldnβt even let me explain. I wrote you a letter to tell you what really happened, I told you Iβd stay loyal to you and I did, I slept on the fucking daybeds for you. I refused to participate in kissing challenges and lost raunchy races because of it, for you! I refused to rekindle things with Stefan even though we have unfinished business, because I wanted to be with you!β
βIββΒ
You hold up your hand and scoff, βYou just couldnβt wait to get rid of me huh? I wasnβt even gone for 24 hours and youβd already jumped into bed with the next pretty face.β
βWhat? No!β If you werenβt so angry right now youβd laugh at how his eyes almost popped out of their sockets. βPlease, just let me explain. Please.βΒ
His begging tone makes your anger falter. You nod wordlessly and allow him to pull you towards the swing seat. The two of you sit in awkward silence for a while. You canβt take it anymore, βWell go on then, you were so keen to explain.β
βRight,β He clears his throat, βI guess that did make me sound kinda guilty, didnβt it? Wellβ¦ I only twisted because Uma told me you told her you were twisting, with Stefan. But as soon as I saw him walk out with Nat I knew sheβd lied.β
βSoβ¦ Once again, you believed what other people said about me, over me. Did I get that right?βΒ
βNo! Thatβs not whaβgod Iβve really been putting my feet in it, havenβt I?β He runs his hand through his hair in frustration and takes a deep breath. βWhen Uma came back from your date she pulled me aside. She said she had important information that would make me think twice about my decision. She already knew I was gonna stick with you. Looking back now I realise she obviously played me.βΒ
He looks at you, looking for sympathy maybe. You canβt find it in you to give him any right now.Β
He takes another deep breath and continues, βShe told me she could barely get a word in during the date, that the moment you two sat down you started gushing about the fact that Stefan, your ex Stefan, was in casa with you. That you hadnβt realised how much you missed him until you saw him again after all those years. That you and Stefan decided to rekindle your relationship again. Thatββ His voice breaks, βThat you told her to tell me to move on.β
βI shouldβve known sheβd lie. I remember her first season. Logically I knew it too, I read your letter every morning right after I woke up and every night before Iβd fall asleep.Β Even though I knew youβd stay loyal to me, hearing her say what youβd supposedly told her just shook me up so bad. Because I knew you and Stefan didnβt end on bad terms. I knew people constantly bringing him up mustβve messed with your head. And then he actually showed up in casa amorβ¦ Honestly I wouldβve understood if you had twisted with him. And thatβs why I twisted with Uma. That way weβd at least still both be in the villa, ya know, we couldβve worked through our issues and found our way back to each other. But thatβs obviously not what happenedβ¦β
With your arms crossed you softly mumble, βObviouslyβ¦β You sigh before going on, βUma told me the casa girls were interested in you, and that you seemed to enjoy the attention. But ultimately stayed loyal. In fact, I never told her any of what she told you. The only thing I told her was that Stefan was one of the casa boys, I couldnβt even get a word in because she was talking the whole time.β You scoff, βSeems like this was her plan along huh, get me to stick while making you twist so Iβd get eliminated.β
He looks even more ashamed now that he knows the whole truth. βI know Iβve been a shit partner to you lately. I did believe you when you said you hadnβt done anything with Finn, I swear. I was just hurt because you missed my surprise while he was hogging your attention. And then seeing it on the big screen with that cliffhangerβ¦ I didnβt know what to think. Youβve never given me a reason to doubt you, so I shouldβve trusted you. I really donβt have an excuse for it. All I can do is promise to be better moving forward, if youβll still have me.β He rubs the back of his neck.
βWell,β You start, βSince Uma played us both, and you twisted and left me single, we both know whatβs about to happen. If you care about me as much as you claim you do and youβre actually sorry, you know what to do.β You leave to pack your suitcase, leaving him with his thoughts.Β
βShould I stay or should I leave with her?β
















