#sun.ask

ahh thank you so much!! 💕

and tysm for sending in a prompt, here's the blurb, I hope you like it 🥹

"what, like it's hard?" + cas harlow x gabe adalhard x female!reader

mentions of blood, swearing

COmputer being eye was also on my first post but i removed it bc i didnt think it was part of the big Fear factor ? but the way you phrased it does make it work

jobs being buried makes sense too !! my main reason for it being spiral is just Duck calling everything out and then Also going weird ? and then going back to "this is all wrong" very strongly (also the episode is reminiscent of Sculptor's Tool to me with only duck pointing out how this is Odd)

death SHOULD be end ur right , i just didnt think anyone in dhmis seemed very scared of the Death there ? so i thought it wasnt very important but Yeah when you mention it its definitely end ty (Or desolation bc it also feels like . theyre more focused on the grief of losing someone n not the Fear of Death ? if that makes sense=? but i dont rly get the End and Desolation anyway so)

CORRUPTION FOR FAMILY IS SO RIGHT i think i considered corruption for it at one point but i second guessed myself enough to remove it again . and stranger never reallly seemed correct to me but it was the closest and i had no one to discuss with so i ran with it:sob:

IM SORRYY LSITEN OK i hadnt listened to tma in full when i made the first list. i just read the entities wiki page and heard season 5 ..!!!! honestly idk if i agree with corruption bc , while thats probably the deeper meaning of the episode (toxic friends) warren always seemed like just an autistic asshole to me so i never saw the whole . toxic thing ? and he never really actually seemed friends with any of them ?? yea taking advantage of their kindness but i wouldnt call it a toxic relationship bc there never Was a Relationship to me (probably factually wrong n im being ignorant here but its my list and blehh :P im biased towards warren) and im probably just forgetting something bc i havent rewatched it in a while but are there bugs besides warren (are worms bugs)?

transport i assigned Web bc red guy being like . aware of the whole They're Trapped There thing and trying to escape and Lonely bc they're trying to get to other people/ civilization/ community but are just . stuck ? and in some episodes the lonely just takes ppl to endless places that they cant leave (cul-de-sac is the only one i remember) and it just (again) reminded me of that

ELECTRICITY /SHOULLD/ be more than 1 or 2 very true but i just Really hate assigning more than 2 to these idk why ive set that rule for myself but it just feels wrong, disorderly and i dont like it . but yes i can see electracey being extinction (tbh i feel like teachers being avatars/ assinging them patrons/fears could be a whole other list itself) Charged Yellow being stranger i disagree. yes hes replaced but it feels more like . if s1 jon got replaced by s5 jon ? does that make sense ? I HAD DARK For this episode too bc the power outage but it didnt feel like a big fear factor here ? and i just didnt think it was significant enough (the dumb self-imposed rule) Lesley IS web coded i completely forgot annabelle for a second when i made this :sob: ive had too much michael on my mind and i thought being trapped wasnt enough of a theme here ? not like it was in Transport or like Dreams but yea it definitely should be Web

Your Top 10 favorite Choices books?

ooooh that's a hard one tbh. being completely honest, some of these definitely earned their place bc i liked the li more than the story 🗿

immortal desires

open heart

alpha

a courtesan of rome

murder at homecoming

endless summer

it lives series

nightbound

with every heartbeat

EHEHEHEHE OKAYY ^__^

How did they Meet? I need to figure this out in new canon too.. i think it was just a random encounter like it always was but maybe ill think of something more creativeee that ties into shianas pov better

How long have these two characters known each other? UMM well. they meet during the plot and then continue to knnow of each other forever..

What were their first and whats are their current impressions of each other? hrmm theres not much to the first impression, they didnt think the other was anything special.. there is a longing on both sides now though that, despite how little they actually like each other, keeps bringing them back.. idk what impression that is but they (or shiana at the very least) are aware of it

How would they describe each other if asked? shiana would use any and all insults to describe tekiko,, tekiko doesnt trust herself to describe shiana so if asked shed probably resort to describing her clothes.. but i guess tekiko would consider shiana short tempered

Do they get along? The whole thing is that they dont get along and its great.. shiana hates tekiko really badly and tekiko, while growing more tolerant of shiana, still just enjoys making her mad and cant standd whenever shiana outdoes her in something

Do they have shared interests? nooot really i dont think. i mean i think they could have similar music tastes but thatd be about it

How often do they see each other? Where do they usually meet? i like to think they fight once a week

How do they communicate with each other? Are there any recurring phrases or gestures unique to their relationship? Yes a lot of fists and pulling and hitting and kicking and biting andd a lot of hating

What is one quality they have in common? umm they both get obssessed with a goal to the point where they ignore all rationality and get idealistic about

What is one major difference between them? hrm probably that tekiko is some type of people pleaser and cannottt be vulnerable with others whereas shiana doesnt really ever try to hide the complex and raw and ugly parts of herself,,

Does one act as a narrative foil to the other? i dont thiiink so, not really. maybe unintentionally but i cant say i really thought about it.. i guess..

Do they have any affection for each other? How do they show it? sighhh well there is some affection i supposeee. some notion of "i need you". shiana shows her affection to tekiko by not killing her. tekiko shows hers by staying out of her family stuff. and i guess fighting

Do they have any disdain/contempt for each other? How do they show it? yes a lot always through fighting they hate each other a lot maybe tekiko a little less but yk its toxic yuri

Do they share the same goals in life? nooo

Do they trust each other? Why or why not? i like to think soo because they know best what the other is capable of. i think shiana trusts tekiko a little less because tekiko is stupid and can make reckelss decisions but overall they mostly understand each other and have built corresponding trust

Is one of them keeping secrets from the other? Why? How would they react if the secret was revealed? i dont know if id consider it a secret that tekiko really badly wants shiana since shes not even half aware of it. i dont think shiana would care whatsoeverrr if someone told her/if she figured it out. she doesnt reciprocate exactly but it wouldnt change anything for her

Are they keeping a secret together? nope xP

Do they view their relationship as temporary or permanent since shiana doesnt do anything to maintain their relationship, shes under the assumption its temporary but really she knows shes never gonna be rid of tekiko. tekiko definitely didnt want to unpack whatever she thought about shiana past the early "i haaate her" phase, but she keeps coming back, so.

Are they satisfied with their relationship? Do they wish they were closer/more distant? like i mentioned tekiko wants shiana and gets a little pathetic about it but her not realizing makes her Think shes satisfied with what they have but subconsciously always trying to get closerr. shiana: wishes tekiko could respawn so she could kill her for real some time. i think real murder would take their relationship to the next level

What is their best memory together? gosh.. i dont think they reminisce. i dont think they have memories they cherish, not with each other. i think theyre more likely to just focus on what theyre doing in the moment or look forward to fighting again...

What is their worst memory together? same as above.. but no encounter of theirs ended in a way either were entirely satisfied with

When were they the most vulnerable with each other? eheheheee wellll.... ;3c

Do they have any mutual friends? Mutual enemies? both have beef with wenyin, both aree aquaintanced with sathya and both are very protective of nayeli..

How do these two interact with each other in public versus in private? literally no difference, they are shameless (except for maybe tekiko who tries to keep up appearances around her peers. it wouldnt take much for her to crumble if shiana was with her around them though)

If a stranger saw them together, how would they describe their relationship? 2 girls trying to kill each other

How would these characters react to being stuck in a small room with each other? that is very fun. theyd fight, physically then verbally,, theyd come to their senses and begrudgingly try to break the door open together or find another way out.. if that fails theyd go back to petty jabs.. if it took even longer maybe theyd end up kissingWhooo knows

How far would they go for each other? Would they risk their own lives for each other? aforementioned need of fthe other Would make either try to help in a truly life threatening situation ("only im allowed to try to kill her" its corny idc) but i dont see either DYING for the other.. if shiana felt generous though she Would be more likely to die for tekiko because she easily overestimates her limits and can fight hanging on by a thread. tekiko is squishier but if shes going down fighting, its because she refuses to run, not because shes dying For shiana..

I dont have autonomous access to my bank account so I can't create a GoFundMe, I'm very sorry

thank you so much 🥹

thank u for thinking of me 🥹 and omg, how i wish that were me