#suckmybigtoeoikawa

(i’m on my period and feeling a bit sad, but i was on tik tok and saw this lovely video of this couple and they looked so in love while sitting at this table ^. it inspired me to get out of my writing slump) sorry if the story is a bit unorganized, i was struggling on what to write.

it was your second date with him. he was a very sweet guy. usually, people say that opposites attract and they do, but really we look for the similarities.

when you two talk to each other it was like gazing into a whole different world. for example, his career was totally different from yours, and the stories that he would tell you about his job would be shocking enough to make your jaw drop. he was so eager to talk while you were intent with listening. you had no problem with this, he even made to effort to listen to you (which is different from your ex’s).

he was a little shy and so we’re you, being that it was your second date with him, it’s expected to feel this way. yet, his nervousness only propelled him to go on nervous rambles and very detailed stories. and like mentioned before, you throughly enjoyed them.

maybe aaron z need jesse ig theres a limit to characters

If your uncomfy with what’s below then go look at something else, gracias !! i’m trying to clear my inbox with all the old stories i didn’t even respond back to

Light - wave to earth.

When is there ever a time when he’s not on you..?

Aaron was never the type of person to give you your space.. ever.

“babe, you’re to close gimme some space” you say while trying to create some space between you too.

“oh for sure, for sure” he says reassuringly

5 minutes ..

“why is your whole leg over me rn” he’s casually spread out full starfish on you. “i thought i asked you for a little space” “y/n, i have you some, but you were so far away” “we’re literally in the same bed..” “okay and..you acting like i got germs”

not only that he’s annoying at times, saying random things

“babe, speaking of germs, like you know they be saying like ‘oh boys have cooties’. but then what to girls have?” “i don’t know aaron” you say trying to scroll on your phone when he’s literally all on top of you “girls have boobies”

“you have to be so for real rn”

“mami, i’m being for deadass” he says while reaching for on of your boobs :)

Atsumu was great at so many things. everyone knew that. Volleyball, eating, completing tasks, shit you fucking name it, but he struggled with on thing.

patience.

what was the point in waiting when you could just keep going. like of course he could wait if he wanted to why?

over the past two weeks you have started this bet with your friends. The bet was simple: read 3 books within 6 months. it sounds pretty simple to an avid reader but you struggled to remember to actually read the damn book.

but it was month 2 and you were already on your 2nd book. Over time you found that the reading was very therapeutic and rewarding. usually during dinner Atsumu would ask you how far you are in the book and he loved to hear and watch you explain with much eagerness. But he hated when you actually would read. it was weird. He hated that you would just sit there in silence and not talk or give him any attention, he wasn’t used to it even though this was just the second month.

don’t get him wrong, he loved how attentive you were and how serious you looked when you were reading. you looked so hot. he just wanted you all to himself but why is he competing with a book?

Usually you read around bedtime before you go to sleep, while reading Atsumu gets ready and situated for bed. while brushing his teeth he glanced over at you focused on the book. your expression was so cute with your eyebrows furrowed. he just wanted to embrace you.

“Honey when ya gonna finish that damn book” he whined

“i’m not sure, i think i have like 6 chapters left”

he groans and starts to really take in the width of the book as he lays down next to you. currently your sitting up against the head board and atsumu scoots over so that he can rest his arm against your lap.

“ya such a smarty pants, you should take a break”

“i’m almost done, just wait a second”

he starts to groan some more. until then he starts singing. oh it’s dreadful.

“la la la la, la la la la , elmo’s world”

“atsumu..”

“hm? you wanted to tell me how good my singing was?”

“i was gonna tell you that you sounded terrible ”

he put on a fake pout “why are you being so mean to me”. to this you only rolled your eyes and tried to figure out where you left off on your book.

“you hurt my feelings, you have to kiss me then i’ll feel better”

“atsumu.. be for real”

he sits up so that he can exaggerate even more.

“i’m so for real, you see i’m bleeding cause your words cut so deep” he starts rubbing his arm and groaning in pain but all you do is turn over to try to avoid him.

this was not a good idea cause he just took this as a chance to start kissing your shoulder up to your neck, you’d be lying if you said it didn’t bring chills down your spine.

“please, i’m reading atsumu”

“i’m not doing anything” as he continues on the sweet spot on your neck.

“please stop reading” he whines

at this point you’ve already given up. so now here you are cuddling in your boyfriends arms because he couldn’t wait. your not complaining, and you thanked your friends for this challenge cause you liked the over amount of attention he was giving you.

**

titile was definitely inspired by “can you turn off your cell phone by BTS

(takes place in 2022)

masterlist

Robaire

he’s always starting lives when he’s laying in bed like he’ll warn you and be like “Hey, im about to start a live right now, you okay with that?”

and okay you chilling, so he starts the live and then all of a sudden it’s like 2 million people on the live and he’s just sitting there asking people about their day

“how’s your guys day?” “you guys do anything fun today?”

maybe he’ll talk about some music or something like his current favorite song maybe

but like they all sex songs

“uhmm, i’ve been listening to a lot of Janet Jackson and i really like her— uhm guys if your not old enough ask your parents for listen to this song”

like bruv the kids don’t even understand

you laugh at him ans he’ll smile at you and be all cheesy

which makes the fans go wild

then if he starts doing a Q&A and some questions pop up that pertain you and him he’s gonna get a lil shy but still answer confidently

“ how come you smile so hard at, Y/N? oh uhm they’re so funny that’s why”

oh okay.

let’s say your not there and he invites you onto the live or you request to join

BRO IS SMILING THE WHOLE TIME

Lil giggles when you say sumn funny

when you smile he start smiling

or like you’ll be saying or exposing something and he just nods his head and starts smiling

like stink stawpppppp

but lives are very chill, quiet sometimes but funny and sometimes the other meme here come in and it’s a mess

Jesse

dude probably painting on live, let’s say he’s painting you he won’t tell the camera what he’s painting or even you

your just sitting there minding your business and he’s just painting away and talking to the camera about his artistic process or like how he’s been feeling recently

i feel like he’s open with his fans but not like openly open (if that makes sense)

like i feel like he suffers from some type of mental health issue, so he would tell his fans that but he wouldn’t like go really deep deep into it

but aside from that he would tell the fans how he’s feeling and how his members are feeling and how they’re doing

very therapeutic lives, and there are some youtube videos out there titled ‘Painting With 4*Town Jesse (for sleeping)’ or like for studying

he for real be teasing his fans through the camera as well he be like reading flirtatious comments and then smirk while reading them

and s the fans write more crazy shit

like wow there buddy.. why we in the comments sayin you want him to knock your ankles loose-

but he responds very professionally and flirtatious

“daddy..that’s not a new one” he says smiling to himself “ i am a father”

but like damn the way he said daddy and smirked to himself.. sweet Jesus

but then he be smirking then looking at you as he paints……..

white boy don’t play with me.

if you request to join the live and your not there in the room he’s probably painting from fruit or sumn, or maybe a picture of you (￣▽￣;)

as your talking on the live about whatever he’s like looking so focused on the painting yet he’s asking all these deep and serious questions as if there isn’t like 2.5 milling people watching

like you have to be like “hold on na” to which he giggles or laughs and it’s so cute his smile omfg.

if the other members want to join in the live.. well they can’t :)

only like robaire and aaron Z on a good day

but taeyong and aaron T ….. no

Taeyoung

literally so cute cause he usually baking or some cute shit bro

let’s just say he’s baking bro it’s literally so cute and chaotic cause he’s trying to figure out how precise is precise

like you can’t have like one egg when the box be calling for two

he still ends up putting one fawking egg in that bitch

but it’s so much fun baking with him you and him forget the live is even there

that’s until he does something real bold like putting the batter on your nose and then when you do it back he be like

“YALL SEE THAT, YALL SEE WHAT Y/N DID TO ME”

like bro bffr.

but when whatever your baking is done you guys have what he calles ‘Taeyoungs Terrific Tasty Review’ or ‘TTR’ for short

usually it pretty good and sometimes some stuff is bad but most of the time it’s fire

he’s really good at making cookies

he adds a special ingredient to the cookies and the other members have to guess what it is

and then the members come in and try the treats and it’s a whole mess from there

cause Aaron T is tryna take all the cookies knowin good and well there’s only 6 and he says “i’m just tryna taste all the flavor” oh….

then Aaron Z and Robaire arguing over what the special ingredient is

and Jesse probably got the answer already from asking the live

tooo funnnyyy his lives are very fun to watch usually people watch his lives for when they’re feeling sad or something because his energy cheers them up or seeing the group interact makes them happy yk??

Aaron T

Very chaotic, like what the fawk

you don’t even know what happens most of the time

like your there watching him in person and still confused

like he’ll go from talking to you about like his day to conspiracy theories about disney princesses or some shit and then he’s like walking laps around his room tryna figure out crimes like it’s a damn k-drama

one time you guys were playing rock paper scissors for some reason and then he lost so then he almost threw a chair, like what the fawk

and you got scared and he ran over to hug you and everything

“ohhh im so sorry i was joking i was joking i swear” he says while hugging you and rocking back and forth with you in his arms

you don’t even know what happened after cause it was all a blur cause he was going so fast

but other than that when you guys are on live he’s always smiling too just like robaire, but it’s like so refreshing and kind

like you can be talking and he’s like just smiling and saying little things like “for real?!!” “oh my gosh”

and it’s funny to see his expressions

or like when you finish saying a story and say something funny at the end he starts smiling and laughing and it’s so cute like omgg

even if your request to be there and you aren’t there physically he still manages to make the live chaotic

or even the Q&A’s like omfg don’t even get me started bro…

someone asked him to search up blue waffles bro.. real childish middle school shit but somehow he didn’t even know what that was and searched it up

like you thought he was joking when he said he was gonna search it up but no.. cause when you heard that authentic scream bro

crazy, his fans on his live be setting him up though

but he’s so precious at the end of every live he tells his fans good morning or goodnight and wishes them well and he poses for them so they can make a new screen saver for their phone he says

“okay goodnight yall, or good morning. I’m about to do my pose for y’all real quick before i leave so make sure y’all screen shot and make it your screensaver cause i know y’all obsessed with me” he poses and turns to you “Y/N join the live so you can make me your screen saver”

Aaron Z

only on live if he got forced to or like just randomly

like he’ll be in a dance studio, or a music studio, gym maybe ans then there were like a few lives where he just got out the shower

when i tell you people screen recorded so quick bro

but usually he’s finishing something or adding the finishing touches to something and your always there

like your never not there

like fuck the request thingy your always there by his side, like during that shower live you were just sitting there on the the bed waiting for him (see that don’t even sound right)

or if your at a music studio your lounged out on the couch on your phone or doing some type of hobby yk

but he doesn’t really speak about much, he’ll just read the comments and tell the fans that he’s doing well

or like what he did that day

“hey.. what did i do today??.. uhm so i woke up and ate breakfast with Y/N then i wen to the gym and then the dance studio”

like it’s just like that, it’s so cute because he’s trying to find things to talk about but he doesn’t know what to say for real

so on live when he’s with you (which is always) is like the only time people really see him not so stoic

like he might smile a little while he’s talking to you when you ask him some questions or when he asks you some questions

like it’s so authentic and he looks so relaxed and the fans see that

the other members aren’t really there unless they are coming back from the gym or like dance studio, but he will let the other members say hello

and usually it’s Aaron T who is with him the most when he does those things if not you

when an album is about to come out and he’s in the music studio making music he’ll try to be like “y’all are not ready for this one”

AND ITS SO FUNNYTT

and he’ll be a little bit goofy a little late into the live and be like “Y/N your not ready for this” ans play some goofy ass beat

With Oikawa, Kuroo and Osamu it’s probably a little bit different only because i do imagine them being more clingy.

But these guys are the type to wake you up on a Sunday morning lightly kissing your jaw. The more you wake up the more you can smell the breakfast that he made (or picked up 🧍🏾‍♀️). “good morning, my love” he tells you and as you start to wake up more he kisses your lips, “come let’s get up”.

when you whine to stay in bed longer they’re gonna lay down with you and just try to encourage you to get up. they don’t want to rush you so they might tell you “come on, your breakfast is gonna get cold” and continue to kiss your cheek to wake you up.

dawg i’ve been on break for the longest but i gotchu 🤝

n since i literally haven’t wrote in like an eternity imma do endeavor ans present mic, yk gotta spoil my bby😩

i went over board with hawks…

Keigo

aint no way this man not gonna date a black girl

on top of that i imagine her being thick/plus size so like 👀

Keigo is a ass man for sure ain’t not way this man ain’t about the ass

you’ll catch him staring at you ass or always wanting to feel it

he just wanted to touch you all the time

ONTOP OF THAT HE’S SHAMLESS ABOUT IT TOO

there’s a photo of you guys in public and s his hand is right on your ass while he’s grinning at the camera.. stg that got some news going

he’s the type to like hold onto your stomach, or like play with your stomach fat

and it’s lowkey annoying but he just can’t help himself

everyday there is constant praise for your body, like literally he’s always saying something slick but ofc in an endearing way stuff like

“hey do a 360 for me… now just do a 180.. gah dayum”

“but like wouldn’t it be funny if you just like.. say on my face.. hahaha.. i’m being serious.”

SPEAKING OF SITTING ON FACES, he’s like the type to threaten to throw himself off a building just so u can sit on his face, you think i’m playin he don did it before he will not hesitate to strike again…

whenever you do sit on his face he’s always pressing your cunt down deeper into his face, he wants to taste every part of you

he’s the type to grip your ass when your riding him, he fr act like he can’t handle it but chileeeee

he will have you everywhere

he’s also the type to show u off, like seriously people are sick of him

“look at my baby” this nigga squealin

but yeah he’s so sweet, his heart beat faster when he’s with you and so does his cock 🤭

Taishiro

literally will carry you, like stop bro he’d carry you all over the place

he’s so sweet towards his s/o he thinks you could fr do no wrong cause you just so cute to him omfg

and i cannot stress this enough .. he’s obsessed with you like your literally the first thought on his mind :((

another tummy grabber

he’ll hug you from behind and grab your stomach and just continue have small talk with you like he’s not using you as a personal stress ball

OMFG

he would kiss your stomach too like dawg whattttt so fucking cute

he’s all about body positivity so he loves when your feeling yourself in a nice outfit

especially when all your assets look good, shooooot he gonna be like “come here girl”

he’s also the type to squeeze your cheeks, on your face or the other ones

also kiss your cheeks :(((

he also wouldn’t care if your big spoon or little spoon but he prefers to be big spoon

when he hugs you he lifts you up bro omfg

yea overall he’s so sweet towards you and everytime he sees you he calls you precious cause to him your so precious :((

Enji 🙄

idk he’s giving sugar daddy vibes

he’s the type to buy you nice little silk nightgowns

and pay for everything dawg

but he’s the type to lay on your chest, like your suffocating but it’s a nice way to go out

he treats you really nicely and is in love with you thighs, he will buy you certain outfits that try to make your thighs stand out

during more sensual times he’s the type to kiss you thighs, or if he’s feeling more frisky he’d leave bite marks or hickeys

there was a moment when you and Enji had sex the day before you went to the beach and the press was there

you had to lie to them and tell them that a dog bit your thigh.. and enji wasn’t looking any better with the red scratches on his back

i think he prefers to see your natural hair out and doing it as well, because of the difference in hair types, it’s new to him

before you guys started dating you fr had to put his big ass in check, cause who tf does he think he catching an attitude with 😐

you would grab his by his tie and make his ass get on your level and tell him that you wasn’t there for none of that bullshit dawg

ans he listened 😋

but yeah he’s pretty good

he’s fr the thigh destroyer, will take your thighs off with a knife and fork

Hizashi

i swear if you say anything bad about yourself he’s gonna start fighting the air

his goal is to just make you laugh cause he loves your smile, he loves the way you laugh

but aside from that he lives the way your body moves, like omfg

you don’t think your doing anything, but to him your doing everything

he’ll try to get you to dance with him, cause yk he likes to see you move

and he has a bad (/good) habit of always having his hands on you, but it becomes bad because his hands will go to low… or to high..

like one time you were dancing with him and his hands went from your hips down to your ass

like oh.. we’re in public

or you’ll be cookin something and his hands travel up toooooo far, ans it gets you flustered

i feel like he loves your natural hair because he loves to do hair together at the same times

but i feel like he loves it when you get braids

another bad problem he has his whenever you get braids, especially long ones, he wants to pull on them

fight him. like actually

cause he will do it during random ass times

he lays on your chest dawg, and between your thighs

shoot even on your ass

be thinks the stomach gurgling sounds nice

like oh…

but he’s so funny during your whole relationship, and he’s so accepting of learning and adapting to new things 10/10 partner

**

i’m so sorry this came out so late, but after a whole lot of life events imma try to post a lot more :))

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OK PLEASE I HAVENT EVEN LOOKED IN MY INBOX, IM JUS NOW SEEING THIS!!

@skiedrr

See you again

“will I ever see you again?” “I don’t know y/n”

Jesse enjoys having your around.. he swear he does. he takes you on trips, he introduced you to his kids, you even got to meet 4town, his mom, dad and even his girlfriend. Although he loves you, he can’t help but admit he loves his actual girlfriend too. He’s made it very clear to you (without him actually saying) that you’re the bottom bitch, and you just have to deal with it.

Don’t get me wrong he enjoys your company.. He truly does but whenever you ask him to break up the the so called girlfriend he actually “loves”, he just gets defensive and retaliates. It’s as if he’s almost tries to blame you for being with him, while he has a girlfriend. And usually when you do get into arguments about the girlfriend, it’s loud and fiery and goes in this cycle: argue, apologize, sex. It’s been like this for about..like.. 2 years.

“i just don’t understand, Jesse”

“what do you mean?”

“I don’t understand why you’re still with mina”

this same argument again. Jesse even knows the cycle by now and he’s just ready to fuck and get this over with.

“Babe please can we not do this right now.”

“No, please, i’ve been asking for so long now and you don’t give me a straight forward answer”

he just looks at you. nothing to say. nothing.

“let’s not do this right now, babe”, he says with his voice getting sterner.

You guys just came back from a dinner date, and while you were there some fans came by asking about mina. Immediately you were hurt, you often felt like mina was prettier than you, and it hurt to see Jesse trying to hide you like he was ashamed of you. Didn’t he love you more?

“Jesse-”

“y/n can we please just not, we’ve already had a good time out already, and you wanna just ruin it with some random bullshit. cut it out.”

there he go talking to you like you’re one of his kids.

“Jesse, im not even asking for much..”

“but you are.. what’s happening between us and mina is complicated, okay? he says emphasize you and him “And I don’t feel like dealing with this right now, baby, can we please just do something else”

you’re feeling so guilty about arguing with him right now. He often emphasized how tired he was between his job and his kids, the last thing you wanted to be was a burden. but isn’t there enough time to have this conversation? isn’t it worth it?

“No i want to solve this, right now. I’ve known you for way to long for—” mid sentence he began to walk off into his bedroom. “Jesse, where the fuck are you going i’m talking to you!”. He just says nothing. “Jesse what happened, im just tired of wondering when you gonna call me back, or let me know when you’re thinking about me, do you even understand how that feels?!”

you find him seated at the foot of the bed hunched over with his hands on his face. “Y/N, if you want to bitch and moan you can leave”

…

“jesse..”

“y/n..you can leave and not call me back”

“jesse, no.. this is irrational of you.. this doesn’t make any sense”

“y/n, if you honestly feel the way you feel right now.. then just leave.. right now” he shrugs as if it was simple, as if he hasn’t marked and changed 2 years of your life. “y/n you’re just simply asking for a lot right now as if I haven’t been risking my reputation for you”

“what do you mean i’m-i’m just trying to understand you..” you’re holding back tears and slowly raising your voice “ i knew you.. i know you, you’ve been so distant from me and you’ve been hiding me and fucking using me.. all i’m asking from you is to open up..”

“y/n, please.”

“please i love you.. you know me”

“stop with that I love you shit.. okay”

at this point you’re crying. everything hurts. all of the times ans moments you’ve shared with each other werent truely werent significant enough in his eyes. you still ended up in his bed later that night but the mind numbing ideas and beliefs about wanting to know him more and have this meaningless sex turn into a beautiful relationship plagued your mind. because hell, Jesse was your dream dude. But at some point you need to wake up and realize, that you were the bottom bitch that wanted more.. and truth be told what did you expect? Love was not an option for you and Jesse no matter how many times this nigga crossed your mind.

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ion even write angst , soooo if this isn’t the best MBBB 🤭🤭