#subbing

Realizing how much I really crave being taken care of in a sexual setting like yes my interest in BDSM is because it turns me on but also the idea of dynamics where I have someone that genuinely has good intentions for me and wants to give me what I need even if it’s unconventional. Someone who is looking out for my body language and actually checks in. The idea that I can be as messy and vulnerable as I want and someone will be there to clean me up and put me back together. It’s just comforting

I made a mistake while subbing today. The kids were doing busy work so I pulled out my sketchbook and started drawing. Then I started getting requests from the students to draw something for them. I’ve learned to draw at home only. It was a compliment that they thought I drew well enough to want me to draw something for them but my hand hurts now.

force my legs open in front of your domme friend and tell her she should try out anything she wants on me. anything she's ever been curious about. help her get comfortable being mean.