sub!dex and feminisation :o
a/n: i reached out to one of my mutuals, fellow dex enthusiast @opheilia07, and received a suggestion. so i am writing sub!dex and feminisation :) i have never written smut before, and i didn't know what feminisation was before this. so this may suck :/ + balls is such a weird word??
dex would prefer not to do this after being beaten black and blue, covered in blood. so on a slow evening, he lets you pick out your favourite lace thong and puts it on for you.
the way it looks on him, his dense and toned muscles, is distinctly him. you're not sure you could link it back to anything you've ever seen before.
seeing him for the first time—wearing your lingerie, and his hands and knees the way he liked to fuck you, producing whimpers that sounded just barely deeper than yours—was a uniquely erotic experience.
let alone convincing him to let you peg him for the first time. whenever you had ogled his hips, the chiseled v-line teasing the rest of his lower body, you knew fucking him from behind would be the best thing you could ever do.
having one hand on his hip while the other roamed up and down his locker back, coaxing even more girlish moans from him.
you didn't even have to force him into it. when you pegged him, he knew better than to try and keep up his regular demeanour. besides, it felt good to let go and let you be in control for once.
when you could tell he was getting close (from his cries becoming breathier and higher in pitch as well as volume), you'd reach a hand around him and gently stroke his cock. tease the tip with your thumb, with every drag of your fist to the base, just graze his balls.
not long after he'd he coming ropes all over your hand and the bedsheets.
if you were feeling kind, you'd clean him up and cradle him to sleep after his orgasm wore him out.
other times you would pull the strap out of him and off your hips with such unceremonious haste that he knew what comes next is you forcing his heart between your legs until you got yours as well.
i think i'm kind of into this.