#stupid stuff.

I feel so blah. I feel like I’m not doing anything with my life. I have friends that are buying houses, and having babies, are engaged, getting jobs and promotions, and exploring the world, and learning all sorts of stuff and gaining experience and I’m just here... I mean, some of those things (like the house and kids part) I’m not quite ready for. I do want them, but that’s too much responsibility right now. I don’t want that, I dont even want any more pets. But I wish I had other things going on in my life. There’s nothing relationship wise. And just when I thought that was finally gonna changed after almost three years, turns out I’m no into the guy like that. (uhg, I felt so bad- for both of us. :/ ) Can’t really do anything job wise right now. But hopefully come May? I wanna work, (I say that now, watch me complain about it when it does happen) but I shouldn’t right now. I COULD, but I shouldn’t. And I can’t really travel right now either. Dont really have the means, or someone to do it with- cuz I dont wanna do it alone, that’s no fun, nor is is safe for me. 

Nope. I’m just here. Gaining one exp every few months, if that. 

It’s really sad. I’m 23, I expected more from myself at this point. Not EVERYTHING...just...more.