She’s sillayyyy

I bought a new cork branch for Stubby and she got on that thang immediately

My very flexible creature

It took me a while to be able to write and send this, but it was important to me for his vet family to know that he's gone and also how appreciative I am of them 🤍 I was sobbing so bad writing all of that. I know it was a lot but keeping things short is simply not who I am lol

I hate that it's become so normal not to see you. I don't expect to see you when I get home, I don't expect to see you on my bed. I think when I lost you it hit me so hard there was no way I could forget even for a second, so that's why. I miss you when I'm in the kitchen cooking. You would always be out there with me. I miss you in the evenings when I'm on the couch. You would always be on my lap. I miss you the most at night, when you'd lay on my chest until it was time to officially go to sleep. I'd turn off the lights and lay down, hold the blanket up for you and you'd get under it every night like clock work. You were so warm and comfy up against my body while I held you every night. When I needed to switch sides I'd put both arms around you and just rotate us together and you'd just accept it and go right back to sleep. We were so in tune. I miss the mornings a lot, too, when you'd be stretching your paws out from under the blanket onto my face and sometimes accidentally scratch me a little bit. It was always hard to get up because we were so comfy. I miss coming home and seeing you standing at the screen door. I miss feeding you and giving you your medicine, even though you hated it and I had to straddle you to do it. I miss filling up the water I kept in my room for you so that you always had water even when my door was closed at night. I miss getting the eye boogers out of your eyes. I miss running to get my film camera when you were standing in some nice lighting and looked beautiful. I miss your eyes. And feeling your fur. I miss blowing you kisses when you'd be looking at me from across the room. I miss how cold the little tips of your ears would get and I'd put my fingers on them to warm them up. Or when your nose was cold so you'd tuck it into my arm. That's how you died. Warming your little nose in my arm. I miss you so much. These days I sleep with your ashes, it makes me feel closer to you.

Stub on top of the tank what will she do

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