#strudl

This is why Perpep is placed in the position of a lusus, a culler, a parent. She has those instincts from her half, but Cinimon, now Cimmon, was not truly ever a lusus to a grub, she was the child of Perpep's original lusus, they were more sisters than parent and child. Neither of them are experienced in this...

Perpep was raised to be an exotic pet, a wife, and a zoo specimen. The Eve to Detheo's Adam. The Eve to Detheo's God. The Eve to Detheo's Snake. Detheo raised her with disregard as to standards not out of critical thought of what is best for a child, but out of his escapist fantasies of a paradise where he is not a speaking thing shackled by the complexities, standards, morals, and requirements of a government forming social species, but all of the benefits of one.

He wanted the benefits of his physiological needs filled without the work of a negotiated and communicated relationship. So he raised his daughter how he wanted her. As a 'perfect noble savage' ... and as his wife.

Dethy recognizes the seed of this in himself. He spent his life on Alternia divorced from the standard requirements of his society, instead roaming, noncommunicative and alingual in a manner he styled off a feral cat. He chose simplicity over the complicated.

Perpep recognizes the tendrils of this within herself. She prefers to reject complexity and intricacies of social politics, not avoiding them, but demanding simple answers when details overwhelm her. She was raised to be Detheo's conception of what a person 'unburdened' by a society would be, she was not raised to be prepared for the details of interpersonal politics. She prefers the simple. Direct control, reduction in words, she, in her times of stress, needs simple and concrete concepts, ones without language. Communication is hard for her, just like it was for her father. She responds much more easily to her instincts than she does the verbose. It avoids the mental strain of deciphering systems of language. And her instincts say a grub is a good thing, a thing to hold to your chest and nurture, her instincts say this touch is good, and she recognises within herself that she would enjoy it greatly if this grub never stopped needing her like this. And that train of thought, it sounds a lot like her father. You could only achieve such a goal through the means he used on her.

This is why she snaps back. Where she was taking the majority of the responsibility of the grub, she rescinds it, she lets Resprite take control. Unlike Perpep, Resprite's components were both parent in a way, and ones not burdened by the mold which Ordeor placed around his infant daughter. He knows the situation, and she's been a parent and a guide in both of his lives. Perpep is inexperienced... She only has her experiences in the garden to go off of... Perpep flees the situation to seek the only other person she knows would understand.

Nos az új lakásban egy kicsit nagyobb az asztalunk. És bár lyukakkal egy kicsit, de ugyanazt a tésztát sikerült kihúznom erre is.

A piros darabkák benne, abból a piros nagyonsavanyú Red Moon (pirosbelű) almából van.

Mintha jobban nyúlna most a tészta:

Sikerült lehúznom mindenhol az asztal szélére 😁

Túró kukacok és (vörösáfonya) golyók.... 🐛

A második tésztát elrontottam, úgyhogy újragyúrtam és most pihen, addig ez a túrós sül, mert ma nincs annyi időm, hogy megvárjam a másikat is. A tekerésről nincs dokumentáció most, mert nem volt plusz kezem.

Első próbálkozásom a rétestésztával. Én gyúrtam, kézzel, mert nincs dagasztógépem. Én is húztam. Az első igencsak szakadozott a szélén és nem is tudtam asztal méretűre húzni asszem 90*90es vagy méteres az asztalunk.

Aztán amíg ezzel szórakoztam, a másiknak volt ideje még pihenni, és az jót tett neki. Azt egészen szépen ki lehetett húzni, az asztal széléig és sokkal kevésbé szakadt.

A háttérben pihen a mákos-almás. A videóban amit néztem elvágták méretre,de a mamám kanyarítani szokta, úgyhogy úgy döntöttem én is.

A második rétesbe még maradt alma lereszelve, de nem akartam csak almásat, mert az uncsi. Így ment bele egy csomag túró, mazsola, és kardamom, kicsi fahéj.

Most süldögélnek még.

Prvikrat sm delala štrudl, ker se karanteni bojda peče :)