#str(ram)

Can I fucking stop getting itchy on the one bit of skin that's completely numb? I can't feel it when I scratch it but I'm still itchy. It drives me mad.

Hair color refreshed, I'm bright red again, not shrimp colored, forget everything, life is worth living again 😻😻

I'm so sorry to everyone who has ever sent me an ask, I always take my sweet time to reply to them and I post about a bunch of other bs while you're all waiting but I promise you I see them I'm so happy to get them I will reply to them eventually don't give up 🙏

I'm soooo gayyyy I keep rewatching that vid of my girlfriend smoking and ohhhhmygoddddd I need her to blow that smoke in my face ASAPPPPP I'm drooling barking biting going feral exploding dying coming back and drooling and barking again and

Barely 2 weeks post-op and I wonder why it hurts when I walk without my crutches hmmmmm, if only my atrophied leg muscles and hyper flexible knees could have an answer to that hmmmmm why does it hurt when I put my whole weight on the weakest limb of my body hmmmm how could this be 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

Could I stop being fucking useless for once, oh my fucking god why the fuck did I just stand there bruh do somethinggggggg 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I'm seeing more and more ppl interacting with this blog and my nsfw sideblog back to back and I'm scared that I might have been discovered 💔 this is scary y'all are not supposed to know I'm a freak 💔

"oh my god. Learn how to make a decision ffs" okay. I want testosterone. Now what mom. The side effects? Right. Whatever.