#stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i rbd it a while ago but that one post that's like "I'm not ignoring you I just have ADHD so you have to reach out first" or something has been bothering me. like I rbd it bc it's something that I struggle with but.. I've also been on the receiving end of it and I need everyone to understand. the feeling of not being wanted doesn't go away just bc you know. the exhaustion of having to put in all the effort in a relationship doesn't just. disappear. if you struggle with reaching out bc of ADHD, you can't be surprised when the person putting in all the effort in the relationship gets tired and leaves. set a reminder. make a note. do something. let the people in your life know that they are wanted there. don't just expect everyone else to do all the heavy lifting.

hey quick question... why am i (someone who never engages w true crime) being recommended content on youtube about christina grimmie’s murder? and also wtf? i guess 7 years is a long time for the internet but if you knew about christina grimmie before that happened, no it’s not. that news was fucking chilling and it’s never going to be normal and it feels so weird to make it like some retrospective true crime folklore. that feels really unnecessary to her legacy to just present her as a “murdered youtuber.” stop!!!!!!!

Papineau is the most beaten and bagged team member I've ever recruited. People joke about Joel imploding easily but no matter what I do every hostile NPC starts whaling on my humble janitor. He's just there to work! Leave him alone!!!!!