#stolaskin

One of the great things about being Stolace is that I have a human disguise by default. To ease dysphoria, I like to pretend that something happened with my magic that made me get stuck in a permanent human body.

been feeling a lot of guilt around the trial and leaving octavia with stella. im so sorry, baby bird. i made such a terrible mistake. i would trade him for you a million times over. i broke my promise to you and im so, so deeply sorry. i hope you can forgive me. i love you. youre my daughter forever and always. you should have come first. i was too wrapped up in my own emotions to even think about how what i was doing would effect you and im aware of how horribly wrong it is. i miss you, via. i love you So Much.

I don't know how many Blitz kins/fictives need to hear this, but...

Fictionkin posts are flopping lately, but can you blame me when my shifts are constantly just this pattern?

Good news! I'm disconnected enough from my source to be able to watch the new episode of Helluva Boss coming out today (The Full Moon), but I ammm going to have to wait one more week to watch it. I want to finish up school first and get all of that stress out of the way since I'll probably feel kind of down afterwards.

If I couldn't get through a 2 minute trailer of the rest of season 2, theres no way I'm gonna be able to watch Full Moon.

Feeling really Stolace tonight, especially since the solar eclipse is happening for me tomorrow!

Octavia, my darling, you deserved so much better. I am so sorry that I couldn’t give you what you deserved. And I am so sorry you felt as though you had to be brought up just because of circumstance. You are worth so much more. - 🦉 (stolas / helluva boss)